Dream interpretation about Abuse, Abandoned home, My crush, Jealousy, Friend, Kissing, Invisible, Brushing teeth, Door, Old Home
My crush who lives in another state went to come visit me. We were in my old childhood home for some reason that was run down, old, small, and generally unpleasant. I remember feeling embarrassed about him seeing it. There was also a lot of people living there including my moms ex boyfriend who used to abuse me and my siblings physically and emotionally. Each room with a rusty broken door lead to someone in my life, current or past. My crush looked more handsome and striking than I thought he would look and I felt nervous and shy the whole time. My old childhood friend was also there. She was a natural beautiful dirty blonde that stole a room the second she walked into it. Her and my crush met and I felt they had an instant connection which stung a little bit. I tried brushing it off so that me and my crush could still get along without him suspecting I have a crush on him. But it felt crushing watching them do everything together and I was left out. They went to go change into pjs and brush their teeth together down stairs while I stayed upstairs and waited for their return. When they came back I went downstairs to do the same thing. Only I came back upstairs to find them kissing in my old childhood bedroom. The stopped as soon as they heard me entering the room and pretended as if nothing happened and I tried doing the same. My old childhood friend ended up leaving so it was just me and my crush which I was hopeful for. We started some flirty banter back and forth like we usually do and I gestured to them kissing in my room awkwardly and he just brushed it off. He then said something meaner to me which I’m very used to since we just tease each other all the time but I was taking it too seriously and I left my room and went down stairs almost waiting for him to follow me and try to make things right. He did follow me but it’s like what he said was already forgotten. I was also changing my outfit so many times. To the point where I even questioned why I packed some things. Either it didn’t fit me, it was old and dirty, or just didn’t look nice on me. I looked fatter in everything I wore and felt so unattractive in front of my crush. We ended up planning to make and produce a movie for the rest of the time we were there. We finished it and I remember we were filming the final end credit scene and I had to put on this ver attractive form fitting dress but I had trouble putting it on and my crush tried helping me. As soon as he touched me it was like I was putty. My childhood friend came along to find us in a precarious way but I don’t think she even noticed. But I still stood back from my crush just in case. It was like I was invisible when she was in the room
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17 Jun 2024
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