28 Aug 2025
Dream
My dream was strange. It seemed to be a big gathering, our whole family was at our house and a lot of other people too. We sat down to watch something, I was sitting with my mom first but then it was my dad. I noticed everyone had gone somewhere else and it was just me and my dad. He tried getting me to stay there but I got up to look for them. I heard Disney music outside, everyone was gathered doing karaoke and my sister was currently singing into a mic. She was wearing a white dress that wasn’t there before, it seemed to be a celebration. I was hurt and confused, I love Disney and would love to participate in this, why didn’t they tell me about it? My mom saw me and I saw her mouth the word “fuck” and point me out to some others in the family. I went to talk to them, they seemed to avoid it so I asked flat out why they didn’t want me there. I didn’t get a straight answer from anyone. People seemed to avoid me. Eventually I walked away, there was a pool and hot tub there somehow. Someone was still singing, I’d walked away when someone else yelled about some kids falling into the pool. I’d turned around and ran to the pool, dove in to grab the two kids. I pulled them up out of the pool and nobody seemed to care about me helping them, just got the two boys and fussed over them. People were in the hot tub, it was huge and deep for some reason but I got in there. One of the other girls who I think was my coworker but I don’t remember dove under the water, went all the way to the bottom. I’d gone underwater as well, sinking to the bottom. I saw her across the other side push off the bottom of the hot tub and surge back to the top, so I tried doing the same thing. For some reason my arms were wrapped around to hug my stomach and were trapped there, and when I tried pushing off the bottom I couldn’t go back up. I was holding my breathe and the water suddenly became too hot and I started to panic. I don’t remember if I got out or if I just woke up.