27 Jun 2024
Dream
So it’s starts with my parents, my family, bullying me. Telling me mean stuff so I start crying. I run outside and I see the moon has a chuck missing from it. In the dream, I start remembering all the other dreams I’ve had about the end of the world and I start feeling nervous. It’s a lovely day outside, people are laughing and messing around in the street yet I just have this really bad feeling today would be the day the world ended. Even the sky, the clouds, were acting strange- which happened in all my other world ending dreams. But there was one difference in this dream. While I felt a lot of fear, panic, I sat outside and for the first time I prayed to the universe that my stalker guy- the one I feel like I have- would show up for me. I just so badly wished to be free of this place. Away from my family, everyone that hurt me. For the first time I just wanted him to hurry up and get me even if I’m kinda afraid of him.
After awhile I had a few out of body experiences. I can’t remember them all but one of them was this man was accidentally yeeted up into space during the Great War on earth. Before he could get too far, Seraphim, er idk different angels started tossing him around like a rag doll. The angels weren’t the human kind tho- they were the ones that kinda look like machines with a lot of eyes and wings. At first glance, it looked like the angels were hurting him but I had this feeling that they were actually trying to save his life. Maybe a bit aggressively, but it felt like they were trying to bring him somewhere safe.
This reminds me of the time I went outside, irl. I was super high and depressed and I looked up at the sky and the clouds looked like an angel woman. And let’s get real here, not like clouds are supposed to look. No it wasn’t some vague image but almost like a cloud painting of a very realistic woman with wings. Like a god was trying to communicate with me specifically 🤷♀️