22 Jun 2024
Dream
I had a dream that I was dealing with my husband, who I've been estranged for for a long time. Probably because today is our 15 year anniversary. He also took my child when he was three months old and kidnapped him and took him out of state and off the grid. And I didn't see him again until he was seven years old. In my dream we had two small sons. I think one of them was the same one that we already have. but there was also a new one and Every time I would put her in the bath she would somehow get out or take things in there that weren't supposed to be in there or let the water out and or the water would get too hot or too cold and something would happen. My grandma tried to help me get her to take a bath and it still didn't Eventually I grabbed some sort of trunk and I don't know why but when I opened it all these nasty cocoons and spider webs and spiders kept falling out and there was a chrysalis between my toes and it was just so disgusting and I had somebody else some girl I used to work with she something had fallen into the bathtub a prescription of amoxicillin or something and water had gotten in the medicine container and she drank all the water out of it to save the amoxicillin from getting ruinedwork.we were fighting for custody over them but he was in town visiting and we just could I found this trunk. I'm not sure I think she kept throwing something that was in the trunk inside of the bath, just like she kept throwing all other things in the bathtub that weren't supposed to be in there. She threw like paper plates and paper cutlery in there and also there was a bottle of amoxicillin, a brand new prescription of antibiotics that she threw in there and this girl that I used to work with at the KidZone, she grabbed it out of there and she drank the water out of the bottle so that she could save the prescription for me. not get along which is strange because we normally do get along anyway in my dream also my grandma was still alive and I kept trying to get my daughter Annabelle who is nine but in my dream she was about two I kept trying to get her to take a bath and I could not get her into the bathwater Also there was a big old heavy trunk and I lifted it up and when it opened there was all kinds of nasty spiders and spiderwebs and cocoons and stuff and bugs and I got a chrysalis stuck in between my toes that fell out of the trunk that I had lifted above my head. It was disgusting and my grandma was trying to help me get all the bugs and stuff out of there. No matter how hard we tried to get her in the bath something would always happen either she'd throw something in there that didn't belong in there or or the water get too hot or too cold or it would drain or she would somehow get out and I just could not get her to take a bath and I was getting to the point of Real anger and I was about to hit her My grandma mentioned that the spiders were fake, and I told her that they were not, but she said that she's seen one of my cousins who is not related to her. It's on my other side of my family, but we have a lot of issues and we do not get along, even though we used to be best friends, but there's a lot of anger and resentment there. She said that she was throwing spiders around and that they were fake. In the midst of all this, my husband was present in the same house, and he had a girlfriend that came to visit, but I also had a boyfriend there that I used to be with, but I'm not anymore. And it was just really weird and awkward, and we were fighting over these boys, these two little boys, one of which I believe is our current son when he was younger, and another was a brand new baby that I never did have. He was threatening to leave with both babies, and I was trying to figure out a way to keep them both. When I went outside with my grandma, I realized that we were actually in a house that was right near this little cabin that I spent a lot of time in growing up. It was the cabin of my grandma's sister, and it was a special and happy place that I would be taken to in a time where a lot of bad things were going on in my life. when I walked outside, I saw that we were there in the mountains and right across the street. Was my other aunts and uncles’s cabin with a whole bunch of my extended family members outside wanted me to come over for some sort of party. I looked to the left, and there was the little cabin that I spent time in when I was young, only it was blue instead of just regular brown wood, but it still looked the same nice and small and quaint and comfortable and wonderful and beautiful to look at
the only thing holding me up from going, there was that my daughter was dirty and would not let me give her a bath. My grandmother came in to help me get her clean and still, she kept doing things like training, the bathwater or the bathwater be too hot and she’d be crying or she would jump out of the bathtub and it was so frustrating that I was at the point where I was gonna really hit her or something I was getting extremely angry. I just wanted to go to that party and look normal and be with my family and my grandma and have a good time, but instead, I ended up with dirty spiders and cocoons between my toes
