30 Jun 2024
Dream
There is a party happening, I don’t know where we are but it looks like an exotic place, Im with alot of family. We are on some sort of dock club, and theres a large party going on, lots of people are drunk and even offering me drinks. But I decline and stay close to my siblings, after a while of running around the dock party, the parents decide to leave my younger brother with me. I try to get my stuff together for my brother and I, while I’m untying the boat from the dock I see a puppy floating in the water, it doesn’t have its eyes open at all, and it isn’t breathing as I try to preform CPR, The dog is still limp still so I believe I have a chance to save him. As Im trying to get out towards solid ground the inflatable boat gets a hole and starts to sink, I have to get the puppy and my brother out of the water. I push my brother up and pull the puppy out of the boat, but as I look back to him he is more bloated, his body is stiffened and cold and I can see the veins bruising on its body, I start to cry. As I am trying to figure out what to do with the puppies body, staff members come up and accuse me of killing the dog, and berate me for having tried to do anything about it. They call me a freak and a sicko. I try to stand for myself but just remain quiet to not further the situation. My aunt comes along and tries to break up the situation, but I feel like that was just my conscious trying to get me out of my dream somewhat. I was already half awake from crying and waking up several times over the last hour of the dream.