12 Feb 2025
pages.dreamInterpretation.dream
I was working on an ambulance when I got a call to Norton Immediate Care. The patient was a 10 year old girl who hit her head really hard after being shoved into a brick wall by bullies. When I walked in the procedure room and made contact with her, she was very agitated. I couldn’t help but notice the girl’s attributes were very similar to mine when I was 10 years old. We explained to her mother what was happening even though the doctor at this facility was nowhere to be seen. The patient’s mother gets angry with me and starts threatening me to sue. I go to try to get the patient onto my gurney and she becomes violently combative. She proceeds to grab me, punch me, and kick me all over. After getting free of her grip, she proceeds to projectile vomit and then go completely unresponsive. I wasn’t aware that a paramedic was coming to help me when the doctor FINALLY walks in. He tells me to start CPR so I do. My partner is in shock so much so he can’t help me. The patient’s mother is so in shock that she can’t even move. After a few minutes of straight CPR, my paramedic walks in and looks at me and my partner like we’re practically useless. He shrugs his feelings off and picks the patient up and puts her on the cot. It was coming out of the room that I realized the 10 year old girl laying lifeless on our gurney looked JUST LIKE ME. And then it dawned on me. That lifeless 10 year old girl WAS ME. The I woke up feeling paralyzed and like I wanted to puke.
