17 Aug 2024
Dream
A hospital on a low, cloudy mountain that looks like the one me and mom used to frequently pass by on the way to pick up our younger brother from the daycare in Odawara(we were living in Hakone at that time, or at least she was; I visited every weekend from Tokyo where my school and my fatherms place(whom I lived with) was at)
Nothing is really clear because of the fog and the clouds, it’s like a mix of a similar facility in Hakone and of that place(Odawara city)
Some sort of a competition, basically a flag war between two parties and I’m caught in the middle of it, this whole thing is taking place in the hospital facilities
Glass roofed dome-hall with many plants, reception floor/lobby being that
Glass everything, very modern, somewhat futuristic even
Looks a bit like the university campus of some new business college in the larger Nagoya city region/outskirts
Middle of some patch of forests, idek
The flag is taken by the party of people who’s protecting me, and they’re now using the whole hospitalf facility as a base to protect against the attack of the invading force
Wide parking lot, slope down the hill to the common road, very cloudy
All this time I’m inside the building watching from within, and so are my party’s people even as they prepare and arm themselves and the facility because safety
Scene changes, now I’m in space
I mean like the dark, realistically cold, somewhat empty space with many stars, planets and comets floating and glimmering in the unfathomable distances
Flying all the way to near Pluto, Saturn or Neptune(the final destination was Pluto, I don’t quite recall if I actually got near it or not) to retrieve my flip phone that got thrown into it
Once I retrieve I go back to the apartment room owned by my mother’s side of grandparents
I’m on the tatami, gery nostalgic because this is where my mother would usually take me to whenever she had time(even though she and the family has a very rocky history where basically my mother was the scapegoat and the perpetual ‘daughter/servant’ of the family during her younger years; once the divorce happened and I started living really separated from her, she spiraled into being institutionalized that cold, domineering and controlling attitude of theirs sort of returned)
I’m charging the retrived phone, younger brother(around the age of 5 or 6 at this time) is talking
The flip phone is brittle, full of scars from all the exposure to the elements out in the deep space
The whole place looks like they’re fusing between that room and my current home(my paternal grandmother’s house’s living room)
And there’s a sense of urgency and anxiety as I go into the other room with my younger brother, when my mother first comes back from some groceries or outdoors activities she does to give herself some space
Father follows suite, they’re probably arguing judging from all the sounds and the tone of speech
Father doesn’t seem too well in the mood
