29 Mar 2025
Dream
I had been in some kind of freak accident and I had died but I didn’t remember my death. I had become a ghost but people were able to see me so I continued to live as myself in the human world. I had marks on my neck from the accident and marks on my wrists and other places and I had become more pale. People didn’t notice this much though because where we lived was dark. The house I lived in, was comfortable in a dark Gothic aesthetic type way. One of my toxic friends had texted me complaining about her life as she does often. I remember listening and being there for her, but all I wanted to do was tell her to be thankful that she’s still living and has a life because I am now dead. I then walked out into the living room where my big brother was sitting as he was visiting us and we had a conversation and at the end of the conversation I asked him if he knew I was dead to which he responded, “Yes, mom told me last Friday night”. I started crying to him telling him that I didn’t want to be dead and I was still so young and I had a life to live and I just did not want to be dead. Later that night I went to the cemetery I was buried at, I was buried in a town called Helena, which is not where I live in real life, but it’s close to where I live. I ended up digging up my body and bringing it home with me and laying it on my bed. My ghost body sat above my real body, and I began crying out and begging for my “father” to come and save me, to please bring me back to life because I don’t want to be dead. After doing this for a while Jack, the skeleton showed up and was supposed to be the father I was crying out too. He told me he didn’t know how to bring me back to life, but he could go and find out and I ended up telling him the route of how to get “up above” to bring me back to life. He then left and somehow my boyfriend and I ended up on the side of an abandoned highway. We were going somewhere important, but I don’t remember where we were supposed to have been going. I remember we flagged down a trucker and I had my cat with me who is also dead, he was a ghost cat now, but I didn’t know where his body was. So I remember being sad that if I did come back to life, I wouldn’t have my cat with me because he wouldn’t have a body to return to. I decided to ride in a metal bin attached to the truck with my cat because I didn’t think my cat would be allowed in the truck. My boyfriend said ok and shut me in there and locked it and started walking away. That’s when the trucker got snappy with him and told him that I would be freezing cold riding in that container out here and he needed to be a gentleman and give me his coat. My boyfriend sighed and then walked out there and gave me his coat. During the ride, my cat found a hole in the top of the container and peaked out of it. I became curious so I ppeaked out as well and realized the whole led into the truck, but inside the truck there was a room and my boyfriend was sleeping on the couch in that room. The trucker welcomed me up into the cab and I realize he had a black cat that looks just like Salem except his was a girl so he told me that Salem, my cat was welcome up too. Eventually the truck had stopped somewhere and I closed my eyes for a moment and when I woke up, I was in an abandoned store. I quickly realized that I was now in the spirit realm that my soul aka my ghost body that I had been living in the human world with was no longer there, and I had somehow been transferred to the spirit realm when I shut my eyes. When I got to this abandoned store, I started being chased by all these people. The people that were chasing me were scary looking and they wanted to keep my spirit there. Telling me I did not belong in the living world anymore, but I refused that as I didn’t want to be dead, so I ran from them. I ran into people I knew that had died in real life, and I ran into other dead people who I didn’t know in real life, but I knew in my dream. They told me that they were going to help me and they got me out of that store and brought me to a comfortable hotel room I could stay at to get some rest. I told them my plan that I was not going to stay dead and I had someone on the other side who is very powerful and was going to help me get my life back. They told me that they would bring me to a drop off space where if we weren’t going to stay dead we would have to be there so our soul could get picked up. That’s when I realized that Jack had probably found a way to bring me back and that’s why my soul was now in the spirit realm, because it needed to be picked up. When they left me, I looked at my phone and realized all of my old contacts I had whole I was living were gone, and my phone was completely empty with only the numbers of those who I had just met in the spirit realm. I texted them all goodnight and asked them what time we would start in the morning and then I woke up from my dream.
