17 Aug 2024
Dream
So, I saw a very real type of dream, okay, I felt real. So, I don't remember that much, but, like, in dream, me, my friend Malviya, and Badeesha, they are my friends, and we were planning to go somewhere together. So, like, I wear burqa, okay, I'm Muslim, and they wear common dresses. So, like, I want to go with them and have fun like a normal teenager, like, that I never did, or felt like a normal teenager, being stuck at house, being in single room, and they having fun at out. So, yeah, we planned, so, I said, I will not wear burqa, I will just wear jeans and shirt, like you. So, like, I, how, like, in dream, I find a pant, a pair of jeans, and a shirt, and, like, it's been more than five years, five, six, seven years that I wear jeans and shirt. I usually dress like other dress, I'm not allowed to wear. So, yeah, my mother was not home, so I was secretly wearing and going out, I have not even called my mom to tell about that, me and my friends were going out. So, yeah, after sneaking out from my room, my paternal aunt caught me. She said, where did you got the blouse, it's so pretty. I said, yeah, yeah, I got it, and, yeah, I just caught him going out with my friends, so, yeah, whatever. So, I also told her, don't talk to mom, and she said, I will talk to your mom. I said, why? She said, because you don't study anything, and only thing you care about are your books. But I started explaining her, no, it's not like I'm only doing psychoscience and looking at my looks, but I'm, like, it's true, I'm always studying and also at the same time focusing on my looks. Like, both physical and my academics, I'm both balancing it, I'm working on it, but she only thinks that. I started explaining after that, sometimes just quit and said, no, I don't have to waste my time explaining to others who don't understand me. So, yeah. So, then, we came to a building, I saw my uncle. So, actually, we were sneaking out, so, we have to hide and go. So, we climbed a wall, and we have to jump. When we saw that other side, there's some, like, workers, like, who are working for my, they are also climbing a wall and going from that area. So, we do something and start waiting for them. So, those workers saw that we are also climbing the wall, and they said, okay, you guys can go before us. So, we climbed the wall. Me, Maazia and Manisha went. I was very confident, like, I'm looking just like I'm wearing jeans and pants out of the house and looking so good. Like, I was feeling very confident. Like, my skin was pretty dark color. It was just like my dream. I always think of wearing those clothes. There were no more clothes, anyways. So, with that, I dream of that. The second dream, I saw that I was in school, and there was some alien who was killing children. Yeah, when I went to school, it was a big, nice school. Like, yeah, it was like my new school. I got admission in my new school. So, yeah, it was that school. And me and my friend, well, I don't remember much. We were, like, taking our copies, notes from the teachers. The teachers were so weird. And, like, something was killing the students. I don't know. I don't remember much. The school was good. Like, going to that school, I felt good. I don't remember going to school that much. But I saw, like, I was in class with other students. How? I, like, in real life, I never killed someone. So, okay. Like, I got a male friend there. He was very handsome. I don't know. He was angry with me. So, yeah, I immediately said, no, I'll never have my first kiss. And then he said, no, you already had with my cocks, because he killed me in my sleep. So, I was shocked that I already got my first kiss. Oh, my God. Yeah, like that. Oh, my God. I also saw that I was downstairs at my paternal aunt's house in her room. And she was very envious towards me. I don't know why. And a random woman asked me, would you like some chips? I said, no, no, no. And when she went, I secretly took those chips from the packet in the house and ran away. And then those chips fall at the stairs. I don't want to see someone there took the chips. And my father saw it, started lecturing me, screaming at me, why you are wasting food, like why you never be a normal person, like that. And then on site, and he judged me. Yeah, that's all.
