29 Sep 2024
Dream
I threw a party, friends were there, family were there including my mom, some of my ex-husband's relatives were there, and my new man was there. I began to gripe about some of the things I didn't like about my ex-husband, and I also mentioned a few things I didn't like about my new man, but I didn't realize that my new man was in listening distance. My new man seemed unbothered. It didn't upset him that I said those things. However, I was embarrassed that I mentioned my dislikes in front of everyone. I went to use the restroom and after using the bathroom I realized I heard a sound. I opened the shower door and my ex-husband was in the shower listening. He screamed, I screamed, and I ran out of the bathroom. Everyone was shocked to see him there at the party, but no one paid him any attention. He eventually left. My new man was there and seemed unbothered that my ex-husband was there. He showed no fear. When the party was finally over, I walked everyone out, carried some kids to the car. While walking through my yard, I noticed there was a vape pen. There was a small urge to pick it up and use it, but I resisted. It has been more than a year since I used marijuana. As I walked the last guest to the car and helped her put the kid inside, she said to me, let's do this again next week. And I said, of course. It felt good to know that my ex-husband did not run anyone away and my personality did not run anyone away. And everyone was able to witness his behavior.
