1 Oct 2026
Dream
on the night of the 29th of september i had quite a vivid dream.
so, in my dream, i can't remember who it was. i genuinely can't remember the faces. i can't exactly remember the context of the dream either, but I was walking up this kind of creek-style mountain thing with a boy and a girl. covered in grass. i can't remember their faces, but they weren't people i knew. i would have be able to recognize and remember if they were my friends. while walking, i went over this thing, it was like a pond but it wasn't really a pond and it had things to step over and stuff.
i remember looking at my shoes stepping between the stepping stone things.. and suddenly becoming aware. very aware. but it wasn't in a panicked way, i was happy to be aware. like i was glad i was genuinely in this moment. i was very self aware, looking at my hands, feeling the way that people would describe 'reality shifting' on tik tok back in 2020. like i had genuinely just stepped into a new life. like i was fully part of the dream.
i had looked up and turned to the two people i had been exploring with, saying something like: "hey, i know this isn't real, i know im dreaming right now.."
they had looked at me, shocked, hesitant, but still kind nonetheless. they didn't switch up, they just looked worried, as if they were scared that would make me not enjoy my time there.
i had smiled at them, pausing my walking to look at them properly. my response to their worried looks had been: "don't worry, im enjoying this, ill stay a while longer"
and thats all i remember..