22 Jan 2026
Dream
I dreamt that one of my lifelong dreams came true - I travelled to the UK! I was so happy, laughing and so light, no heaviness of worry or pressure on me at all! Even though the part of the dream i remember had a whole bunch of things go wrong (little details) I would laugh at them with absolute adoration because they were part of my long-held dream becoming reality. The only bit I remember clearly was being in England, travelling by bus/coach and carrying a bouquet of flowers amongst my other things. I was dividing the bouquet up into two as I travelled, to leave behind as a thank you to each of the home owners (or BnB owners, not clear) as a thank you for having me. It wasnt working well, I dropped the flowers or pulled out the wrong amounts and it was a badly-bundled mess, so my plan of halving the bouquet evenly became more uneven bundles, but it was so funny to me. I would just hand the smaller posys to someone nearby.
Or I would be walking to my seat on the bus, and the driver would pull away before I sat so I would fall a little, plopping onto someone's lap or a chair arm, and it made me laugh. I was so happy. And the scenery! My eyes were hungrily feasting on all the sights I had waited 40 years to see. I was devouring pleasure and joy and freedom and LIGHTNESS in a way I've rarely experienced.