9 Sep 2024
Dream
it’s morning and I am going down the hill that is near the ocean
the whole region looks like it’s around Yokohama
I’m with people that I was classmates with during the fifth-seventh grade
To name them, it’s Fumié, Maka, Sara, Mariko, and Hirai-san
The hill looks a bit retro, a bit Showa-esque, like from the Ghibli movie ‘From Up on Poppy Hill’; it looks like a port town
I see tin roof, laundry-hanging poles, the laundries, toy plastic hand windwheels, junk snack shops(駄菓子屋)
We have a merry chat and race down to the bottom of the hill at some point
When when we get to the base it looks like a mix of the area around the Tokyo station and Hachioji station(so there’s crowds of people, traffic signals, station malls, neon signs)
When we look back at the hill that we came from we realize that it was far longer and far steeper from up top than we thought it was
We go back up, at least up to the first and the second traffic signal on the hill slope that we see
We enter the building owned by Hirai-san‘s family
It’s old, the entrance is kind of narrow, there’s indoor staircase leading up to each floors’ entrance
Most of the people I came along with already kind of went up before I could
Me, Hirai-san and Mariko get back down to the first floor midway through because we wanted to go to the bathroom(I was lowkey peeing myself from holding it in for a while)
I think the two noticed but they didn’t say anything about it to keep me from being embarrassed
And so we finish our business, and here I kind of noticed that both of the girls are actually male anatomically
And while I finish my business last and lightly runs my piss-soaked underwear, dirtied stockings and a portion of my uniform skirt(we’re all wearing the uniform from our Elementary school, the indigo-navy sailor uniform) I wonder if the rest of the group could secretly also be biologically male
My mind wanders a lot more when the thought came to being about the possibility of Fumié being an anatomically male person(probably because I used to have a crush on her as a girl)
So we finish our business and we go up while I sort of just keep wandering confused about why everyone is male