5 Nov 2023
Dream
growing up, in reality, my mom and i never got along. She was a selfish alcoholic. Would stay out every single night, have parties regardless if we had school the next morning or not. So in the dream, I'm living with my mom. Ofcourse she decides to have a party with dozens of people when i have to work the next day. The entire dream i was struggling to atleast find somewhere to sleep. People were everywhere, even in my own room. I got into it with my mom several times telling her I absolutely need to go to sleep, i have to get up early in the morning. She finally pointed me toward a little shed right beside our house. I told her thats where all the kids are, cause the shed was full of toys, TVs and it was quiet for them. She's like "I'll see if i can find somewhere else to put them." After a long while of waiting, not hearing anything back, i check the building and its empty. I quickly lock up every door, every window i could find in hopes that i could keep everyone out. I finally layed down and went to sleep. About 30 minutes later, i hear a woman trying to get in for her child. I was getting more and more frustrated, i rudely said the building is occupied and she would have to ask Amy (my mom) where she can play. I went to sleep a little longer, woke up from having to go to the restroom and had to go the other house to do so. As i walked outside, there wasnt a soul in sight. Everyone was gone. To me that was both good and bad, because A. It was quiet and B. Who knew what they were doing. But that wasnt my concern, i had myself to worry about since nobody else was. I went to the bathroom, walked across the lawn and into the other building. As i opened the door, SEVERAL people had found their way in. I was so incredibly angry and frustrated at this point that i literally screamed at the top of my lungs "GET OUT!" I was pushing people out the door, grabbing them angrily, trying to get them out. After they were finally out, i finally layed down and went to sleep. About 2 hours later i was half awoken to what sounded like cops. I opened my eyes and saw a cruiser outside. The only thought i had was thank God, maybe its finally over. And went back to sleep.