17 Nov 2023
Dream
I was in Asia with a big potion of my family. Like immediate and extended family. And we were renting out this villa somewhere all staying in it, having a good time. We were touring on a train through Asia, but we had stopped for a while in this one spot.
Then my ex's sisters and my ex showed up and I was very confused and partly embarrassed. My mum had to go talk to them about something and it seemed like she knew them somewhat well (even though they never met in real life). And they were all really friendly. The my ex suggested we start doing improv of a sitcom for our families as intertainment. I did not want to, it seems I was in a really angry and depressed mood. But we started. My ex started acting, down this hill towards a shed and we eventually went in as we were acting. There were other people (old friends I didn't know where even with us) in the shed and I started acting with some of them. But then I got pissed off and said something like "This is ridiculous, were supposed to be entertaining our family, instead we're in a barn right now. I'm leaving!"
When I got back to the villa, everyone was gone. I got the sneaking suspicion that the acting was just a distraction so everyone else could plan a surprise birthday for me (it's not my birthday for another 4 months in real life). I didn't want to interrupt anything, so I got on the train, but then the doors suddenly closed and it started and I could get off, so I was off to different countries in Asia, without anyone knowing where I was, and no way to contact them. I worried that no one would know where I was.
At some point these two people I used to know got one the train and started signing and playing the ukelele. And I was so in awe and at peace.
When I woke up, I was happy and sad and upset that the dream was over.