28 Jun 2025
Dream
I was at a hotel room, with this guy I know, Jacob, he was abusive to me in the past. He was chilling on the floor, black pants, white buttoned shirt, as if he just finished working and he had a pink iPad with a Hello Kitty case on it. I was on top of the bed, laying on the edge of it to see what he was doing and he started feeling horny and wanted to have sex, I think I started internally whining and having a bit of flashbacks of the sex positions he had me in before. In the past he would get upset if I didn't wanna have sex, so I started doing what he wanted so he didn't get upset. I remember he held my hands in his and that was it. I was in this dark house, people was hanging out in sometimes but it was mostly empty. I was hanging out with this girl, she looks like someone I went to have school with, and we were at a grocery store messing around then something possessed me to eat raw bacon out the package. Eventually I started feeling sick from it, and started throwing up in a small trash by checkout, no one noticed besides the girl, she told me don't get on the floor when I started spitting out clumps of it and hiding it somewhere, I asked her to take me to tbe bathroom which she did. We went back into the dark house and the bathroom in there, I thanked her but it wasn't loud, and the vomit was super thick and a dark burgundy color, with a sandy texture.
