17 Feb 2024
Dream
I wanted to go back to the house I lived in in middle / high school, so I did. I wanted my old friends there like Joey, Andre, Cameron, agape , Brennen, Katelynn, etc. but I only saw the guys and Agape was the only other girl. As I walked through the house it’s like I got to relive my memories from the past, but only my favorite ones. My friends kept asking me if I was worried the new owners would come back home any minute, but I told them not to worry - we have this place for the time being. I saw Andre dancing to some songs again. This is bittersweet since he passed away. I saw some other lingering spirits in the house, like some kid spirits. I go to talk to them but one seems a bit hostile and the other one seems kind. I always felt a kid like energy in that home when I lived there, it was definitely haunted but interesting to see who was doing the haunting. Suddenly I was near the front door having sexual relations with my friend Thomas??? I was like “okay this is random” but whatever. I eventually kind of just uninterested in Thomas and walk away and so does he. I look around my home one more time and to the right my room door is calling out to me. I step into my room and I see everything I’ve ever let go of, had go missing, or any of my old room decor on the walls. I admire the paintings and old childish decor on the walls. It’s my childhood. The room is a bit dark, and my mattress was on the floor like it usually was. I turn and look out the window - there’s families filling up the backyard and they are all having picnics. I guess I didn’t get the memo of there being a backyard picnic at my house, but they all look so happy so I don’t feel bothered or feel like disturbing them. I see my older childhood friends families like Ashley and her mom. They’re all younger again. And even some families are reunited with their loved ones that passed away. It was like what being in heaven would be like. A happy reunion with everyone you know. I closed the blinds and go back to searching through my room. To the left there is all the sudden an alter there … but with all of my older tools I used to use and some new/ I’m not recognizing. I’m picking up books and looking through the covers, investigating the incense and crystals. Then I see a book mark glowing with many different colors… the item it self had a very interesting aura. The bookmark had hieroglyphics on it . For some reason I had an urge to write down the symbols so when I wake up I can try to translate them myself. Clearly it was some message coming my way. When I look down though I’m not writing…. I have the pen and paper in my hand but nothing is coming off the page. So for the rest of the dream I am thinking of these symbols so I don’t forget them. The rest of the dream was me hanging out with “The kardashians” they are a famous family. They are in my home though, but it seems like I’ve had this dream before - Scott getting bored with Kourtney then trying to date me and mess with me. However I’m in a different woman’s body at that point. Scott gets me a dress and bra to put on just for him. I go back into my child hood room as this new older woman and I’m having a tough time getting dressed but I eventually get the outfit on and I feel super good in it. I step back out into the restaurant the family is in, and he starts talking to everyone about how good I look. My friend Darnell then pops in and he starts asking me questions but then making fun of the fact that I’ve been a bit promiscuous. It’s like he was trying to get me to feel bad and he begins talking about it with everyone else. I then start to feel some shame about being flirty, or just myself really. But then I wake up.