22 May 2024
Dream
The whole family was going on some big trip on buses, the woman was driving
From the nai. There were several more left-wing people and a bunch of animals, there were pigs, dogs, five Sphynx kittens, and we stopped in some barns to spend the night there. These kittens were from a man who was on another bus, and I collected them and carried them there at night so that people would worry about her. I saw a bunch of owls, basically some wild animals, and these owls attacked me to steal kittens Then we were on the river beach, and I talked with Linnet there, like she, Lini and Freminé were some kind of children of friends. She and I sat on the sand and talked about technology, she was like 10 years old, we had a good conversation. Then we walked along this beach with Freminet and he suggested playing some musical cards. And I began to stutter very badly, but he waited patiently and did not interrupt.
Then another stop, my mother and I were on the road and to the left of the road there was a large lake. A guy jumped out of it so high that he disappeared from sight in the sky, and we were scared. His friend told us that this is a sport and everything is fine. Then the jumper hit me in the eye with sand, but no one noticed.
We were then in my apartment, and Nevillet was also there. I went rummaging through the closet and saw a bag of postcards, like they left them for me and hid them for me to find later. I decided that I would read them later, but everyone started to seem so secretly offended that I wouldn’t read them now. And I was very embarrassed and scared, but I clenched my fists and agreed and sat in the closet, trying to close it behind me. Lini came up to me with a smile and was the only one who helped me close it, and I realized that he was the only one who understood me in this regard, that I was trying to hide and hide from people. Then the closet opened again and Fremina came over, helped me close it again and sat down next to me outside the closet, and I felt very comfortable in the knowledge that the person understood me but was not trying to change me, and was simply nearby. I decided that I would read the postcards now so that I could hug Nevilktt later as a thank you, and that would be a thrill, because he is a handsome man.
Then we were on some estate, and there were many dogs with defects - no eyes, no noses, no muzzles at all, but I hugged them and allowed myself to be licked. In the next room I saw a wolf and a dog. The wolf was sleeping with his mouth open, and in his mouth were the insides of this dog; it lay gutted and dead. Freminet and I walked around this estate, I took my phone and saw that both it and my hands were all covered in blood. I was very scared, my hands were shaking, he began to help me wipe everything off and said, “Well, it’s dirty, it’s okay, don’t be afraid, let’s clean it up. They were arguing again... The poor dogs definitely won’t be able to stand it now, they won’t stand it again, what a nightmare.” And I realized that his family was organizing some wild scandals and bloody massacres here. I tried to unwind the toilet paper to wipe off the blood, but there wasn’t enough, and everything was covered in blood, and then we looked for somewhere to throw it all away. He took my hand and squeezed me several times to calm me down, it kind of meant that he was nearby and that I wasn’t afraid, and I again felt comfortable that someone understood me and wouldn’t hesitate to change me. We looked together for some documents to frame his family and stop their atrocities, but the sun began to rise, and we needed to do this while it was night. And I woke up
