21 May 2024
Dream
I dream of that there's a castle type house and it has moons inside out and coming. Then I dream of like, I used to go to ancient castles earlier. It was very, like, very far away, okay? And I hated it. It was on the main road, lot of vehicles, okay? I usually wear a mask that time. So, like, usually I sleep comfortably there. Like, I went there for more than two years tuition, so I know everybody's face on the road, okay, on that road. So, I don't know why, this is the first time I dream of when I was growing. And I have some regret in me that I never smiled at them or met them or said anything. Like, I know them for two years and everything like that. Just all that. Then I dream of that I am in someone's marriage house, okay, with my maternal aunts. And maternal aunts, then everyone went their home after the ceremony. And me and my sister was watching TV on the guest house, in the guest house, big TV. And suddenly a child, like he was a worker there, he came and stand there and said, I will not let you watch the TV. So, I said, this is not your father's TV. And I just pushed him and he just fall down on my maternal aunts, just to make him happy. Then I dream of I was going through some path, it was like I was in marriage ceremony, okay, cauliflower, plants, tree, everyone's enjoying. And I don't know why, it was like rich marriage, okay, rich people marriage. And I don't know why I saw some expensive shoes on the bushes, okay, I don't know why. Then I saw everyone, like it was a Hindu's marriage, I think, everyone was happy, enjoying their time, pretty good. And I suddenly realized it is not real, I am dreaming, okay. So, then I said, okay, I am dreaming, then let me enjoy and do whatever I want, okay. So, I saw Koringa wearing kurta and that's all, see some other men I went to, my friends said, shit, they saw a guy of my age, he is a rich guy, okay, I just saw his back. And he was wearing a silk set, okay, silk kurta set, I think, in his suit. And he was looking handsome from behind, I didn't see his face, okay, I know it, he was not real. So, I just hugged from him from back and started touching his waist, okay. So, I know it was a dream, he did not respond anything, he was just like a statue, it's like I am touching a statue. Then I just hugged him tightly and saw that there is some group of older men and suddenly I knew that there is my father, okay. I look at my father, he is not looking at me, I know I was dreaming. Then I look at him, I show him, I just say, okay, I hate him, I love my father. And I keep touching his waist, that guy's waist. Then I, in dreams, I wake up and realize that it was my sister, but I was dreaming also that, okay. But I can touch and feel the waist of this guy. And I was very shocked and enjoy a lot and I got a hug, that's all.
