27 Feb 2024
Dream
I was at school, but it was a different school. Large. Maze-like. I was in a classroom doing hard work when 4 people came into the classroom and gave the teacher a piece of paper. Then, the teacher looked down at the paper and told me and some other kids to go outside in the hallway to write sweet, kind things on the walls. We went out to write the things on the walls and I kept slipping and falling, making a fool of myself. One time when I fell, I started falling asleep, and I tried my best to stay awake, but I couldn’t and eventually fell into a deep sleep, still in the hallway. When I woke up, I was the only one there, but I felt someone’s hand on my shoulders and another person checking my pulse. When I looked up to see their faces, they were Felix and Bang Chan of Stray Kids. Then, I got up and walked with them to the exit of the school. Once we reached outside in the front of the entrance, my eyes started watering with tears and I saw Felix and Chan about to cry as well. I looked to my left and saw God looking at me with a reassuring smile. Chan and Felix wanted to hug me, but I felt hesitant because I thought I was imagining them with me, and if I tried to hug them, I would make a fool of myself in front of the students and teachers inside the building. When Chan and Felix saw how hesitant I was, they hugged me, and when I realized I wasn’t imagining it, I started crying and hugged them back tightly. After a few minutes, they pulled back from the hug and started crying as well. God wiped the tears off of our faces and hugged us all. After God pulled back from the hug, Chan and Felix looked at me with worried expressions and tears in their eyes, but their eyes looked at me with a look as if to say “You can do it.”. Then, they disappeared and I started crying. I looked to God, and he told me, “Just like Felix and Christopher meant to say, you can do it. In the end, it’s better for you, even through the pain and aches, depression, and anxiety. Some will try to stop you but don’t listen to them. Even your mind will try to make you give up, but keep going no matter what. I believe in you.” and then God also disappeared. I looked up at the sky, my eyes watery, sighed, and took a deep breath. Then, I walked back into the school and went up the stairs full of people bumping into me on purpose, and voices growing louder and louder, even though the people’s mouths were closed.