27 Mar 2024
Dream
I remember bits and pieces of my dream from last night. I remember that I went back to Homecare, where I used to work with my ex husband, and I felt very alienated and unwanted there. The feeling there was horrible, and I left without saying goodbye. The womanizing pharmacist my ex is good friends with was happy to see me go. Then I remember I ended up at my ex in-lawβs house, and I got some things off my chest. I argued with them, and they had me pack up dinner leftovers in Tupperware to take home. They seemed to almost miss me, but they wouldnβt turn on their son by supporting his ex wife in any way. The scene changes to Jake (my ex) at Homecare, talking to his buddy and getting really upset that I was there and he missed me. He was angry. Bloodthirsty even. Scene goes back to me at my ex in-laws. Jake pulls up outside, tires screeching to a halt as he drifts his car crookedly into the driveway. He comes charging in to the house with the intent to kill me. He pulls out a gun and starts shooting me and I canβt escape. His family was stalling me so he could get to me. He lied to them about how our marriage fell apart, but they either donβt know or donβt care. I have dreams about Jake attacking me and trying to kill me often.