9 Jun 2024
Dream
The dream is about religion. I was in church and I felt anxious, fearful, stressed, not happy, and angry. I was in KID form at first in church sitting and watching the guy speak. I looked around everyone hated me and gave me a bad look. Very shameful look. Can't remember the whole dream but at some point I walked out the door. And 2 ladies followed me. One face I recognized at my old church when I was little. She looked very unpleasant and angry at me, and yelling. “I was screaming I hate it here and I hate you.” the other lady couldn't pinpoint what she was saying or doing but I KICKED A GLASS PLANT OUTSIDE AND IT BROKE. then my grandma showed up. I was screaming at her when she was angry at me. We were fighting over something? But I can't remember. She then grabbed me up by my face and collar. Then the dream turns to us in a car and this time I'm in the BACK with my ant. My grandma very angry. I can only see the person back head? But these people aren't my family, changed faces that are unknown to me. My ant looks like a teenage girl? The girl is mocking me but also siding with me? I'm stressed, sad, and angry. We fight I say “I'm going to walk home.” my grandma says “Get the fuck out. FINE FUCKING GLADE.” I open the door and leave and I'm on the road. She drives off. I'm stuck trying to find my way home. I never get to find my way. After I woke up from my dream.