19 Jun 2024
Dream
⁃ Was just me and seemingly incubator and sister and lil brother.
⁃ It was a near-apocalyptic dream?
⁃ “Then the darkness attacked.” (The same vibes of Ba Sing Se in Avatar the Last Airbender episode, “Then the Fire Nation attacked.”)
⁃ I’m Scrambling to buildings and hiding in places.
⁃ abusive younger Sister, Sarah, and youngest brother through marriage, Anaje, get separated from me “for safety.”
⁃ Small creatures join me, including the Pokémon, Jigglypuff, and another gourd-like fella?
⁃ It Goes dark and suddenly I’m half awake in the dream, trying to heal from a bad hit
⁃ “It seemed only the empaths survived” (I’m an empath)
⁃ Incubator, AKA my Abusive Mother, is tending to me.
⁃ Half the small familiars are gone.
⁃ Darkness personified forms in a boss arena.
⁃ We all go to fight it, it begins forming Anaje and Sarah clones.
⁃ Fighting monsters again but I’m kinder to the clones.
⁃ Small creatures and I go to retreat but then the barrier prevents the gourd bean and Jigglypuff.
⁃ Both seem resigned as I cry out in protest that I’d get them through the barrier. But there’s enemies behind both of them.
⁃ Gourd creature tells me to go and that they’d be fine. Pushing me through the barrier.
⁃ I watch as they war cry and go to fight the enemies (consisting of evil Splatoon kids and other black void entities?)
⁃ Both put up a good fight but are slain before my eyes.
⁃ “NO!!” I scream in anguish.
Wakes up and go back to sleep.
⁃ I am half awake seemingly but healing better.
⁃ Pick up a blade and go back through the barrier.
⁃ I slay enemies rather coldly.
⁃ Squishy and gooey persona of darkness forms and tries to send the clones from before to kill me but the enemy clones side with me instead.
⁃ Ally (mad scientist? Alchemist? Druid?) comes in as we’re about to slay the boss.
⁃ They grow a plant to bring back balance into the world
⁃ And the Dark boss dies in the process as we praise the ally for cool thinking
⁃ I’m suddenly Transported to a church? Abusive Sister, Sarah, and Sweet Little brother, Anaje, and Abusive Mother, my incubator, recovering from the battle.
⁃ Church ladies and Church Choir are disdainfully looking at me and jeering like pick-me’s
⁃ I grab coffee creamers as one gets close and I pour it on her head and I throw truthful statements in regards to their horrendous behavior.
⁃ I’m told to leave.
⁃ I do, and on the way out I say, “Excuse me.”
- The Church Lady responds, “Don’t touch me demon spawn.”
⁃ “Ma’am, respectfully, I’m leaving and you’re in the fucking way. Manners, much?,” I reply.
⁃ I get back to recovering party and tend to their injuries safely. It felt cathartic. But they didn’t seem to recognize or see me.
⁃ I catch a glimpse of the gourd bean or an angel in my peripheral vision.
