17 Mar 2024
Dream
In real life, my friend decided to part ways with me, and her name is Carole. She was my best friend. Well, also in real life, I didn't like hanging out with her very much. And when she would want to hang out with me, I became annoyed. It seemed like maybe it happened too often, or... Well, the real issue is, when people love me, I don't like them because I don't love myself. Okay, so here's the dream. I had this dream that Carole and my friend Kite, who also doesn't really talk to me, and myself, we all went to this fun station where there was laser tag and movies and pizza. But for some reason, Kite was behind the counter serving pizza. And there was also roller skating. Carole, I saw her, and we didn't really say many words. So later, Carole's mom calls my little brother's phone to ask how things went, and both of us were silent. Because we really didn't say any words to each other. And so, it was just like, kind of, it was kind of funny for a moment. And then things were a little better, you know, after they were awkward and then they were funny. But, well, that's pretty much it.