What Does It Mean When You Dream Of A Suicide 380

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Last night, I tried the 690452 tiktok trend. In my dream, I was in my high school. I ran up to my maths classroom, which is on the top floor of the school. I opened the window of it and I swan dived out of it, attempting suicide. I survived because I landed on a block. I looked to my right to find multiple students and my head teacher looking at a fire that had spread around a certain area.