Hey Octavia,
Dreaming about pregnancy often symbolizes something new developing in your life, such as ideas, projects, or personal growth. The presence of K-pop idols, especially your ultimate bias San from Ateez and DPR Live, might reflect your admiration for certain qualities they represent or a desire for excitement and admiration in your own life. The fact that they are the fathers of your children in the dream might indicate a subconscious wish to incorporate some of their perceived attributes into your personal identity or future prospects.
Looking at your previous dreams, there's a recurring theme of protection and overcoming challenges, whether it's saving a baby from harm or defending yourself against aliens and spiders. This could highlight an inner strength and resilience you possess, especially when facing the anxieties and pressures in your life, which are reflected in your GAD-7 and PHQ-9 test scores. The protective and combative nature in these dreams could be a manifestation of your subconscious working through these feelings of anxiety and stress.
Given the intensity of your recent dreams and the emotions they evoke, including chest pain and a heavy weight on your chest, it's clear they're having a significant impact on your mood and overall well-being. These dreams appear to be an expression of the challenges you're facing and your determination to confront them, even if they sometimes leave you feeling overwhelmed. Remember, your dreams can be a powerful tool for understanding and navigating your emotions and experiences.