Dream interpretation about Abuse, Mother, Naked, Brother, Father, Shower, Water, Bathroom, Table, Friendship
I dreamed that I was being sexually abused by my father. I was in a bathroom showering and getting ready but he had access to it and would come and stare at me in my nakedness. I felt so violated by his gaze. I would try to hide or cover myself with something but it was never enough. He always had a crack in the door or something to access where I was trying to hide so I never felt safe. My brother was there too, doing similar things, but the shock of my father behaving this way was traumatizing to me. My brother has actually abused me in the past so I’m never shocked when I have nightmares about him. I remember trying to tell my mother about what my father was doing to me in the dream and she wouldn’t listen to me. When I tried to gather my courage to call him out, he played innocent and gaslit me in front of everyone so I seemed crazy and no one would listen to me. Just being around him was enough to make my skin prickle with nervous electricity, just waiting for him to make his move and attack me. The dream then shifted a bit and I was with Billie eilish. We were incredibly close best friends and we were in a room playing table tennis on a picnic bench with a tablecloth on it. She was struggling to pay attention, so whenever I hit the ball to her it would go right past her. We spilled some water on the table and it ran down onto the carpeted floor. Billie started panicking and trying to soak up the water, saying her dad would kill her if he found out. We cleaned up the mess and when her dad and brother came in I recognized her body language as my own when I was around my own family. The uneasiness returned to me as her father started to pay special attention to me and was trying to peep in on me in the bathroom or a dressing room. While her dad was gone doing managerial stuff, Billie and I had time to bond and become close. We talked and laughed and eventually she opened up to me about the abuse from her family. It was just like mine. Then her father and brother returned. Billie had a performance coming up that we were preparing for. I was going to perform with her, so I was given an outfit to change into. I panicked a little over the fact that I didn’t yet know the words to all of her songs on her new album, but I told myself as long as we were confident and enjoying ourselves it would be okay. We watched the opening acts from a tour bus, and I saw a screen come down that started playing clips of past performances Billie and I had done together and showing our friendship. She told me it was her idea and that she loved me. There was a video of one of our previous performances where we were swinging on ropes and singing with two other people. It was beautiful and I saw myself as a beautiful successful musician for the first time, and realized Billie and I are more alike than I had realized. I am much more than I realized I was. Then right as we were heading on stage I woke up.
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11 Jun 2024
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