Hope, your dream appears to be a rich tapestry of subconscious thoughts and emotions. The journey to your old school in Hakone by train is symbolic of revisiting past experiences and memories. The train connecting regions that aren't connected in real life suggests a longing to bridge gaps between different aspects of your life, possibly between past and present or different emotional states. The presence of your mother's voice in the back of your head urging you on speaks to the influence of familial expectations and possibly an internal struggle between autonomy and obligation.
The specific instruction to catch a train to Lake Yamanaka, navigating through the process as if it were a game, indicates a sense of mission and purpose, albeit one that feels somewhat imposed. The cloudy, warm weather juxtaposed with melting snow at Gōra station reflects a state of emotional ambivalence, a mixture of warmth and coldness that signifies internal conflict. The sense of being watched, with eyes peering at you, suggests a feeling of scrutiny or judgment, possibly from external sources or your own critical self-awareness.
When you break away from your mother's guiding voice, the dream shifts to a more chaotic and anxiety-ridden scenario. The transition from maternal guidance to an operator's voice in your head could represent a shift from familial expectations to societal or institutional pressures. The pursuit by the group of eyes symbolizes a sense of being chased by unresolved issues or fears. Rushing to a school that looks familiar but feels different underscores a sense of disorientation and the difficulty of finding a place of true belonging.
The live concerts by v-kei/kurofuku-kei artists and navigating through crowds to find peace backstage could signify the search for identity and personal space amidst societal chaos. The sudden shift to an Italian neighborhood and the encounter with the bushy man in an office room, followed by the stressful need to hide evidence, indicates a mix of escapism, guilt, and the fear of being exposed or judged for personal actions.