Dream About Sibling Relationships And Emotions

I was visiting my oldest sisters house and we were in the grocery store. I was staring to look for my own stuff I wanted. She left the store and said she’ll wait for me when I’m done shopping. I was buying fruits and veggies and more until my cart was full. Suddenly I felt my phone blowing up with messages. I look at my sisters texts, and saw she had texted me “lmk when ur done so I can cash app your bum a$$” and then started spamming me with rude text messages, telling me nobody likes me or that I was stupid and weird and all these other things. I was so shocked. I told my mom when she helped me check out and she was shocked too. She said she will speak with her. I also called my other sister. She said she was mad at her too, but it felt like she sort of dismissed it. I hung up and went outside with my mom. We were supposed to eat with my oldest sister and my little brother. I thought my mom would scold her, but as soon as we sat down they both acted like nothing happened. Completely normal. I started yelling at my sister, saying “you shouldn’t say that stuff to me! I’m your sister!” I could handle sitting across from my sister, knowing she secretly hates me. I started to run away, and just kept on running, thinking about how I was just thinking to my self that maybe my siblings secretly hate me, and I didn’t believe it was actually real until then. I saw she was running after me. I ran faster until I reached a hill. I was scared, but anything was better than her catching me, so I jumped and fell very hard on the ground of a bed. That’s when my first dream ended. Next I had a dream that was continuing the other one. Apparently I smoothed things over with my oldest sister, either I forgave her or I found out it wasn’t her that sent it. I couldn’t remember, but we were getting along. I was in my classroom that looked like it was connected to the grocery store I was just in. I saw a box of stuff these three girls were arranging. There was two girls in four period with me, and an girl in one class with me. They all seemed like they weren’t big fans of me. I asked whose box it was. They said “it’s (one of my friends) box” they were arranging as she wasn’t there. I told them I was friends with her, though I knew we don’t talk much. I looked and saw two packs of tarot cards. I wanted some, as I wasn’t allowed to buy them. I held them and said I wished I had them, hoping the girls would say I could keep them. Of course they didn’t, so I put them back and headed outside where my two sisters were with my mom. We were supposed to be leaving my oldest sisters house after a visit because I had school and picture day the next day. I said I didn’t want to go home and wanted to stay with my sister, but my other sister said “c’mon, you have to go to school and look good for (my girls crush’s name). I was surprised as I had never told them about my gay crush, nonetheless what her name was. Apparently they found out and said. “Whatever. It’s fine. You like her”. And I didn’t know how to answer that. My mom took me and my brother home finally and we passed by my grandma, who passed away, old apartment, as it was supposed to be her birthday. I got emotional but at the same time, it didn’t feel the same. It looked different, I could barely recognized it. As we turned and passed it, it looked familiar. It didn’t look like her house, but it looked like something I had seen where I lived. My mom said “see? It’s never too far from where we live”.