3 Jan 2026
Dream
i was going somewhere by myself, someone's place, i didnt intend to go there but i went there, this person was a random person whom I dont know, i think it was a girl, so from now ill refer to her as random girl) anyway i dont remember how I got there well but I went there myself thats all I know, when I reached the place I saw random girl and her brother and they needed help with hanging their clothes? i think it was? doing something atleast im not sure what but it has a similar feeling with hanging clothes, so i did help them and the clothes, i have an image of an underwear, but im not certain if it was an underwear, kept flying away after I hung it, the random girl i dont remember her saying anything about it, but I remember myself feeling pressured and scared? atleast when I wake up this scene makes me feel pressured, as if random girl is upset with me not being able to catch her underwear, anyway, I left and i felt sad leaving random girl and her brother, so then I suddenly end up at the mall? there are missing bits between me going from random girl's place then to the mall, but, I remember random girl's place already being bright and call as a mall in indonesia would be, anyway i think my mom was gonna pick me up, with my sister beside her on the front seat, this is where the dream felt like a simulation. i then said wait and went to a thrift store, i first took off my running shoes and frantically looked for my mary janes (i just wore them on vacation irl) i remember i was going to somewhere i might need to dress stylish for, stylish and dark. then i couldnt find my mary janes so i tried looking for my other shoe thats like a corporate one colored black, but i didnt find it either so i ended up wearing something else but i didnt remember what. i took off my leggings that arent as tight as leggings but still fotting and had the fabric of a jogging pants and threw it on the air and watched it fly away (literally) and it had the colour grey and yellowish white edges, after that I dont remember what pants o eore but i didnt switch it for a skirt i remember switching for long pants but i didnt remember anything else than it being black and fitting, then i was wearing a longsleeved black blouse then i looked at the mirror and thought damn i look like an average joe this fit is so average (i was also wearing a black pashmina/scarf), so then i walked into a curated thrift store? i remember rushing because i think my mom is almost here, i then proceeded to try to find my cute white top (long sleeved) that felt like silk and was sorta reflective? but it wasnt unrealistic it looked like something i owned irl, like my previous stuff i tried to look for stuff i own irl, but i couldnt find it but they sold stuff with the same fabric, and they have my one but with short and puffed sleeves, but i didnt take it and ended up finding one i really liked and held it in my arms, but as I took another one I might like, and another piece of clothing im not sure what, I then looked for the one I liked but it was not there, i frantically looked for it myself but i couldnt find it, then I went to the discount area and the lady offered me and asked me if tehres anything i liked? and i laughed awkwardly and said "oh nah" and walked away to find nore clothes, i remember that in this whole section starting from when i lost the top I wanted, that the employees were young girls laughing together so when I walked away from the discount area being guarded by a lady who sat by a stool behind a table next to it. (the discount area was just an area with a bunch of sweaters, old ones in green and some flashy colours but not neon, stacked and sectioned in an invisible wardrobe) i thought to myself, i felt bad for these guys to hire this lady and that people like her shouldnt be doing such low income job and it just shows how desperate she is for money, then i ran out with the clothes still in my hand, holding them by the hangers, i was going to the entrance lobby to see if my mom had picked me up, i panicked because Inrealise i had made her wait for me that long without me giving her any updates on what i was doing or how long i took, but anyway, i hadnt paid for my clothes but the girls who manage the store just let me leave, ive never seen them justvheard their voices, then i realised the only one who could have been aware of me not paying yet is the lady on the discount area, then i felt bad but i still justified my actions,... somehow, i think i do that a lot too irl, not shoplifting, but justifying my actions
in the entrance lobby, i waited for a few cars to pass by before hopping onto one, i thought that this wasnt my car but ill just hop on it, then my mom and sister spawned and i sat in the backseat while my sister is on the passanger seat and mom is driving, mom asked me how long she had to wait and i said 5? then the table on the backseat with a giant plate on it suddenly spawned 5 dumpling like takoyakis as my mom said, "thats how long i needed to wait for you"in a scolding tone, but then i said 300? and 300 takoyakis spawned and i keep tweaking the numbers until i woke up
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