Dream About Losing Grandma 3

It felt like I was being cycled through different versions of a story ending/alternate universes, but in each one my grandma was at different stages of being near death/dying/being dead. In some my grandma was already dead, and in others she was dying, and in both of these I wished I had done more to connect with her and show her how much I appreciate and love her. In others, she was getting older and older, and it terrified me. In others, she was perfectly healthy and fine, but I was scared that something was going to happen and I wanted to make sure I did everything I could to show her I care it was very scary