Hope, your dream is incredibly rich in symbolism and adventure, reflecting a deep inner journey. The fact that you are a male merfolk-immortal hybrid signifies a strong sense of duality and unique identity. This hybrid nature could be representing your struggle with multiple aspects of your identity, possibly feeling out of place or pressured by societal norms. The need to die or the belief that you need to die might symbolize a fear of losing your true self or the pressure to conform to others' expectations.
Your journey across cities and oceans, hiding your identity, illustrates a quest for self-discovery and acceptance. The transition from the Pacific Ocean to the Isle of Scots, and then to Great Britain, suggests a significant journey through different phases of your life, each marked by unique challenges and environments. The fogs, trees, and jagged cliffs might symbolize obstacles and the unclear path ahead of you.
The ability to sling threads like Spider-man suggests you possess unique skills or talents that help you navigate through various challenges. Your escapades across old cathedrals in Paris, skyscrapers in Singapore, and the futuristic city in Spain highlight a blend of the old and new, possibly representing your connection to the past and the future. The presence of vegetations and the city amid forests might symbolize a need for balance between nature and urban life, or between your personal and professional lives.
The revelation of your origins in the sea points to a deeper understanding of your true self and roots. Your return to land and disguising as a human again shows your effort to blend in, possibly indicating societal pressures to conform. The school made from a villa by the sea of Andalusia represents a place of learning and growth, but the scarcity of women and the need to hide in the shower space might symbolize feelings of isolation or lack of acceptance.
Your infatuation with the male and the forbidden homosexual relationship could reflect inner conflicts or desires that are not socially accepted. The presence of his girlfriend and the quickie suggest complications and the need to keep things hidden. The pursuit by the school’s warden and police highlights the constant pressure and surveillance you feel, possibly from authority figures or societal norms.
Your telepathy and athleticism symbolize your mental and physical agility in navigating challenges. The disguise as a female and the appearance as a fairy-maniac to onlookers might reflect how others perceive you differently from how you see yourself. Finally, the act of gathering pretty seashells on the shoreline and diving into the ocean signifies a return to your true self and a search for beauty and meaning in your journey.
Overall, Hope, your dream is a vivid tapestry of your struggle for identity, acceptance, and self-discovery amidst societal pressures and personal challenges.