Dream About Marriage With Childhood Crush

I was getting married to a girl who was my childhood neighbor. I always had a crush on her but we were getting married without even having gone on a date or anything. It was the day of the wedding and I was stressed thinking how do I get out of this. She was stressed about something as well so I was trying to calm her down. For some reason we were in a hospital. I was following her around trying to listen to her and calm her down. We were trying to find somewhere more private. We walked down the hall and ended up right next to a hospital patient and the patient was a young attractive black female and she was listening to our conversation. Jena, the girl inwas set to marry grabbed a note from a table next to the patient and read it out loud and said something about a guy named Ken and she was like yeah right, not doing that and I was said so much for finding a private area, let's go somewhere else. We moved to a different space amd now we were next to some store shelving like a pharmacy of store inside this hospital. She was all dressed up and I was just wearing my normal clothes. I went back to get changed but didn't have a suit or anything. I remembered thinking that her dad already paid for the venue and felt bad and was gonna give him like 10k to cover the cost after calling off the wedding. I think the wedding ended and we just didn't really show up till the end and it was like it wasn't too big of a deal.