Dream About Kidnapping And Loss 2

I was on my way somewhere with my boyfriend and our dog and our cat. For some reason, my boyfriend and I got into separate cars and we got back on the road after leaving a gas station. I had gotten stopped and kidnapped by four men and shoved into my own car. They stole my car and had kidnapped me. One of the men got in the back with me and started fighting me very harshly. He punched me in my face so hard that my glasses flew off and he choked me. I tried to choke him back, but all I had was string to wrap around his neck and it wasn’t doing any damage. I remember just giving up and laying there feeling utterly destroyed. I remember having a bag over my head and they carried me out somewhere and I remember that I was raped and starved, but I don’t have the image details. I had eventually escaped, and I ended up going back to this huge house that me, and a bunch of other people lived in, including my current boyfriend and my ex. My ex wanted me back and tried talking to me a lot, but my boyfriend didn’t really talk to me, but it was implied in the dream that he still cared and just didn’t know how to talk to me after everything that happened. Eventually, I was told that my cat, who is my everything he is also my ESA was killed by those men who kidnapped mw and the thrown out of the car window. I kept seeing him as a ghost though he appeared to me with nappy bloody fur from a gunshot wound and I was the only one who could see him.