Dream About Hiding In Attic And Journalist

I went missing when I was 4, I hid as a cat and as a human at my grandma's attic, they found me after I was in my 50s or 60s. I wrote somewhere & soon some journalists rang the doorbell & came over, there was a male journalist that locked his eyes on me, he started drawing me& I'm not sure if I asked him to marry him. I noticed I was a non hijaabi, I had black hair & I looked like a woman I've never seen in my life & my mom told me it'd be a good idea to go put a hijaab on. Before I opened the door I heard them saying how they've never heard anything so ridiculous. My mom started telling my sister how she missed me in the 1984 & I counted 10 years as I was born in 1995, my mom was telling us about her life with my dad & how she fell in love with another man while still married to my dad. She didn't finish her story. I was hiding in a two story abandoned house with the male reporter I think, I suddenly heard my elementary school classmate Paula's voice, I was trying to hide in his shadow. Luckily he was tall & he was kissing me slowly & softly.