Dream About Girlfriend Leaving And Anxiety

My girlfriend who came back, left me in my dream I became extremely anxious and wanted to die. I traveled with friend at the ski. I was with a friend in Biarritz, the food wasn’t good enough to die. My father helps me. I handled the travel but I forgot myself in the process. I gotta go on stage. My friend wanted to invite me to sleep over but I had to get back home.