Dream About Family Trip And Exotic Animals

I had this dream that, I don't know, it starts off in a familiar dreamscape I have of these expensive Victorian homes in a area with nothing but homes and rolling hills very remote but upscale and my uncle lived there. I was with my mom and my uncle Donnie and brother Zack and a little sister that isn’t real and we were going to like some kind of family trip or something and I don't know but we were in a different country an Asian country and we were like, it was like we were making a kids movie somehow like a Lizzie McGuire Disney channel tween sitcom vibe and we were all about 25 years younger it was weird and like there was these girls that kept trying to embarrass me because I was new to the school (in movie) and I was like going to war with them at school. At some point we go to dinner as a family and my uncle Donny is trying to show us how to properly dine with good etiquette in the country we were visiting it was Mongolian bbq style place and I realized me and my mom had no shoes on I was so embarrassed but I tried to play it off but I didn’t want to embarrass my uncle and I felt so small. My fake sister wanted to sing karaoke and she started singing a Fleetwood Mac style song and my mom and I were singing back up and I tried not to overshadow her with my superior vocals because it was her moment then all the sudden they changed the screen lyrics to Asian characters she couldn’t understand and it switched to heavy metal style and the local men took over singing and I was hella mad cuz she was embarrassed and my family left and I almost didn’t make it on the train so I grabbed into the back cart and the train took off and I had to ride on it holding on the whole way barely hanging on it was terrifying but I made Then we were filming the movie again and it was a scene where a bunch of kids of all ages were hanging out picnic style on blankets almost like movie in the park but indoor there was a movie playing on a old square big box television and even tho there was new screens I still wanted to watch on that one because the nostalgia gave me comfort. There was a guy my friend liked she was a very pretty red head girl with flowing curls porcelain fair skin and bright icy blue eyes she looked like a doll so beautiful and sweet I remember thinking that her blood type is probably rh negative and that she is a special bloodline. It was strange. The boy started to show more interest in me and even though I was interested I got up and left because I could see my friends feelings were hurt. When I got up and left I went outside and I also had an uncle who was from the Asian country and he had this spider in captivity and I told him to stop messing with it and it was called an orb spider but it looked like a Scorpion hybrid and he kept touching it and messing with it even though it was so terrifying and scary looking finally it did bite him and I ran to find help and I realized then that there was animal feces everywhere the floor was covered in straw like a barn and it was extremely unhygienic and I remember thinking this is his people come to different counties and get sick and die. And there was no proper medical care It was terrifying and I remember thinking I should have just stayed home in America because it’s so easy to get sick and die abroad and even though I always dreamed of traveling and seeing the world maybe I was better off staying where I was safe and familiar. It was kind of blurry after that not sure how the dilemma was resolved but I ended up finding the younger version of my little brother at an aquarium like place messing with these exotic octopus and fish type species i has never seen and I told him to leave them alone and I eventually got the nerve to pick them up and throw them back in the water but then I realized I didn’t know if it was the right tanks and if the water was right or if the other fish in there would eat them and I was really upset. Then I remember someone approaching me with a retro old school view finder thing with the round paper disks with the little film squares with images that u would press down the orange level and the image would rotate. On this disk was pictures of exotic animals available on the black market illegal animal trade but they weren’t ordinary animals they were human primate hybrids and miniature giraffes and things like that and I said u can’t sell these creatures it’s not right they don’t belong in captivity like this and I was so upset and that’s all I remember