Dream About Darkness And Addiction

My last dream was about being in a very dark place or maybe a future home I would soon live in during a time of experiencing homelessness. But in the dream i was walking around and giving into lust while in addiction without any remorse . There was no light, and I couldn’t figure about what it meant. When I woke up , I had a irritating feeling because it was just a dream although I wanted it to be real because of how good it would feel if it was real. Months later i move into a new house, and immediately continued my addiction then to later realize that I was seeing the future in that dream which was a warning from who I believe was God trying to prevent that from happening but because I was so irritated when I woke up from the warning it led to me craving the drug I was chasing after even more . And now my faith is at stake because I easily fall into sin and addiction to then get too deep and run back and forth to God.