Mary, your dream weaves together complex emotions and themes, reflecting your relationships with family, loss, and the interplay between the past and the present. Starting with the scene in the living room with your mom and sister Julie, it indicates a sense of comfort and familiarity, but also perhaps a feeling of being overwhelmed, especially with your cat, Grey, reverting to a tiny kitten. The kitten symbolizes innocence and vulnerability, while its messiness in the litter box may represent unresolved issues or feelings that need cleaning up in your life. Your desire to take a shower with him suggests a longing for purity and a fresh start in some aspects of your life, perhaps indicating that you are seeking clarity amidst the chaos.
As the dream transitions to you and your family cleaning out the garage, this symbolizes a process of decluttering your emotional space. The broken items may represent memories or past experiences that are no longer useful, and your clumsiness in breaking things reflects a fear of making mistakes or not being able to fully honor the past. Your mother's forgiveness indicates a nurturing presence in your life, suggesting that despite your fears of failure, there is acceptance and love surrounding you. This could also mirror a desire for reconciliation with your past, where you seek to understand and forgive both yourself and those around you.
The text from Linda, who you know to be deceased, introduces a profound intersection of grief and joy. Your excitement at her communication signifies a deep yearning for connection with those who have passed, while Julie's skepticism points to the tension between hope and reality. This part of the dream illustrates the complexities of dealing with loss, where the desire for signs from loved ones can sometimes clash with the starkness of their absence. Your mother's belief in Linda’s presence may represent a hopeful outlook on life, while Julie's reaction highlights a protective instinct against disappointment.
The transition to a house that feels foreign, linked to your grandmother's negative memories, brings forth feelings of discomfort and perhaps fear related to your family’s past. It’s as if your subconscious is processing the unresolved trauma associated with her abusive nature, projecting those feelings onto the space that should feel safe. Linda's comforting presence in the dream signifies a nurturing force amidst the evil you associate with your grandmother, suggesting that love and support can still exist in the face of past trauma.