Dream About Church Relationship Issues

Had a dream I was in a church. I think it was Tabernacle but it looked different. I walked into the church and it was relatively packed. My father was up spreaking. On a long bench were choir members. I recognized some family members and mainly Delvin. Delvin got up to speak. He thanked a guy who he invited to church for coming. Delvin’s twin brother Dalvin was in the church too. Delvin then said we are all we have. He said he only had a few friends. He was referring to the guy he invited but mainly Dalvin & me. He walked to where I was and we hugged and I started crying. He whispered in my ear that I was gonna get married or that I should get married. I told him I wasnt gonna get married. He was shocked and said, “You aren’t?”. As i was leaving the church, I wondered what guy or who I would marry considering I wasnt and am not attracted to females. Then the dream change to Ralph & I being on a trolley or train. It was daylight & the sun was shining. It looked as if we were in San Francisco California. He pulled the chord on the trolley. I asked him where he was going. He said he had to go pee. I then asked and then what or where was he going. He said he didn’t know. I knew he was holding some thing back so I reassured him that he could tell me. He said he was gonna go to a restaurant with Mitch, the funny guy who sang on the choir who worked at AT&T. I told Ralph I couldn’t do this any longer. I then took his phone before the trolley stopped and we got off. He said he would pack a few things and be on his way out. I then told him he was the worse thing that had ever happened to me. I told him I wish I had never met him & I said I hated him. When I pulled away from him, being furious, my strength flung him into the air & his body landed in front of an incoming trolley. His body was limp. I knew the trolley ran over him before I woke up from the dream. I think it ran over his head. I woke up thinking about the dream. I said what I said to Ralph out of built up anger but perhaps I should find a healthier way to respond to him. I think he’s going through a mid-life crisis at 38 years old. He’s been dealing with depression & I can literally feel what he’s going through in my body… the tension in the back of my neck.