Dream About Chaotic Party Fight Narcissistic Ex

I was at this big party, my friends were there, my family was there and even my ex was there, from my narcissistic ex crush to my recent ex. Everything was good at first as I sat down and decided to drink water and eat an thc edible but as soon as I did everybody started fighting, picking on me, verbally assaulting me, playing with my feelings and I kept doing weed to drown out my sorrows, as I continued doing this my ex tried to rape me and kill me and everything was a chaotic mess but I was numb i couldn't do anything. I tried to talk to God with no help he didn't answer my call or plea as I sat there and just sunk into a massive black hole.