Dream About Celebrities And Relationships 2

I would like for you to help me interpret my dream. Last night, I had a dream that I was in college. I was on a college ground, and I was in this very nice apartment. It felt like a condo. It felt kind of expensive. But I was roommating with this girl that was kind of heavy-set. But she was cute and thick, real jazzy about herself. But she looked good on the outside, but I could tell she was wrestling with something on the inside. So with that, she was wrestling with something on the inside. And so she would often date, you know, have guys come in and out. It seemed like her space was the opposite of my space, but I could see what was going on. And there was this one particular guy. Let me say that the young lady was a well-known actress on TV. And there was this one particular guy that she was into, but he didn't... It's like he liked her, but didn't really... He liked her, but he was respectful. He kept his distance. It's almost like he kept the relationship as a friend zone. Then something happened in the dream where I shifted with the young lady. And the young man was liking me. And the way he showed interest in me was different than he showed with her. And he was a celebrity, the celebrity R. Kelly. And a lot of girls were chasing him, wanting him, desiring him. But his interest was focused on me. He wanted to be with me. But I saw... I didn't believe that he was serious about having a committed relationship because of maybe his lifestyle. It didn't really give me all that in the dream. But I felt like he had too much going on, and I didn't want to get myself hurt or put myself in a position where it would just disappoint me in the end. So I kept him as a friend and only a friend. But throughout the dream, it showed that he always sought me or came to me in anything that I needed or I wanted. He surprised me with gifts, and he became more... It seems like we began to get closer in the dream. Closer in conversation, closer in going places, doing things together. It was a lot of shifts in the dream with me and him. It's like the dream was trying to show me that as time and years went by, we became... and we learned lessons that we became intimately close. And he began to care about me even more than what my eyes could see. And then once, going back to the young lady, the young lady saw that his interest in me and she just kind of brushed it off like, okay, it's whatever. She was like, Kwashondra, you are a good woman, so I can understand. But she didn't seem mad or upset with me. She just knew what the situation was. And then in the dream, the guy began to run. It's like you don't know where he's going, but he began to run in the dream. And everybody was looking for him. They couldn't find him. But I ended up finding him on a riverboat bank. And he was in his boat, but his boat was very unique and different. And large. And it had a lot of sexual content on the boat. I was thinking it had two different... the boat represented him in two different ways. That he was very in tune with his sexuality, but then there was also a part of him that maybe wanted to live a righteous life. I could see that. So as I was about to enter into the boat, the boat began to move. And then I seen Will Trent, who's a detective, looked like he was trying to catch him. And so he jumped out the riverbank and swam to the boat. When Will Trent, the detective, got to the boat, somehow I had already got on the boat. But when he got on the boat, he wasn't wet. He was dry. It was weird. And it was quite a few other people on the boat. And it looked like just random people. The boat was very luxurious. You could tell the guy had money. Well, in the dream he was R. Kelly, the singer. And so I found him in a room and he was sad. And I encouraged him. I motivated him and uplifted him. And he was very happy to see me. And in that instance, I could feel that he wanted to change. He wanted to do better. He wanted to be a better man. He wanted to love me in a way that no other man has loved me. And it's like he began to change on the boat. It's almost like he was shedding. There was a part where he went into another room and he came out. And he was just butt naked. I mean, butt naked. And he had a very large penis to my liking. But he wasn't ashamed. He wasn't nervous about walking around nakedly. And he was just talking to me and conversating with me as if he had on clothes. But he paid no attention to anybody else. He only focused on me. It was like people walking around in the boat with their wine glasses and talking and, you know, kind of partying. But the music was kind of mellow. So what happened? And then he ended up, you know, I was like, do you know you're naked? He was like, yes, but he didn't care. And so he continued to just be so loving and affection towards me and show me kindness and just genuineness. And then the next thing came to where he had on his clothes. We were we were at my father's house and my father was having a gathering. And in that in that my father had I was sitting down on the couch with my dad and my dad was watching football or something. And then the guy that was my lover, who was R. Kelly, the singer, he sat down, too. And I noticed that my dad had like three or four awards behind us. And so me and my dad was talking about the picture and the words reminiscent. And my dad kind of laughed kind of weird, like, you know, like kind of embarrassed, but proud. He was so proud of that award. And when I looked at my lover, R. Kelly, the singer, he just admired the relationship that me and my father had. He appreciated that. And he was, you know, affectionate with me, like holding my hand, having one arm around me, just kind of putting his face in my neck every now and then kissing me. I was just real affectionate. And I love that. I appreciated that. And then he moved. I moved towards the end of the dream. I moved closer to him and he wrapped his arms around me and he was telling me, it's always been me. It's always he's always loved me. This is where his heart is. I'm his heart. Then my dad did in a dream, my dad was doing that funny, weird laugh again, just like ha ha ha ha ha. And then the last image was the words of my of my father. And then I woke up. Can you tell me what's going on with this dream and how it's relatable to my current life? What's going on?