Hey Jantzen,
Diving into your dream, it starts with a sense of anticipation and suspense as time slows down—a theme that seems to recur in your dreams, where the ordinary transforms into something extraordinary or challenging. The baseball game, a classic American pastime, suggests a connection to tradition and normalcy, but the sudden shift to slow motion and the expansion of light indicate a disruption, a change from the known to the unknown. The beings of light might symbolize a higher knowledge or consciousness, perhaps reflecting your recent spiritual awakening and interest in becoming a spiritual teacher. Your reaction, seeking refuge and then bargaining for survival, could be revealing your adaptability and determination when faced with the unknown or when navigating significant changes in your life.
The beings of light in your dream, while seemingly destructive, are not malevolent. This correlates with your Ayahuasca experience and your stated life purpose of being a spiritual teacher. Your dream suggests a cleansing or purging process, which could be analogous to your own transformation as you seek to shed old aspects of yourself and your life. Strangling the being of light might represent a struggle within you to maintain control or assert your own existence amidst these profound changes.
Looking at your previous dreams, there's a theme of finding yourself in a position of empowerment or helping others, whether by rescuing someone or assisting aspiring soccer players. This aligns with your desire to help others find light and love in their lives. However, the dream where you felt frustrated with the referee shows that you also have moments where you feel misunderstood or unfairly treated, which could be related to the beings not trusting you in the current dream.
Your recent life event, the conversation with your manager on your 25th birthday, seems to be a turning point, signaling a readiness for a new direction in life. The dream's apocalyptic overtone might be mirroring the magnitude of this personal revelation. The fact that you've just turned 25 and are at a milestone age where you are making significant life decisions could be fueling these epic dream scenarios.
Your biography suggests that you are in a period of personal growth and seeking deeper understanding—a journey that is reflected in your dream through the advanced beings who initiate a necessary process of evolution. This might be your subconscious processing your ambitions and the transformative experiences you've been through, as well as the inner and outer challenges you might face on your path to becoming a spiritual guide.
In essence, Jantzen, your dream intertwines your current life experiences with your aspirations, indicating both the excitement and the challenges that come with profound personal growth. It seems to reflect your inner strength and your ability to navigate and negotiate through life's transformative events.
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