22 Mar 2024
Dream
I had a dream that Samuel‘s mom and dad tried to move us back to Jones, which is our old house that we were supposed to live in that they already moved us out of which was something I was kinda OK with, but not really then I realized it wasn’t Jones at all removed in another place again, just for her to prove that she was good at renovations house didn’t even have a roof yet, and it was way too much house for me and Samuel she even had two famous people from a home renovation show come to show how great she is at renovations, whenever I tried to bring this up with Samuel I told him I don’t wanna move. You can’t let this happen either tell him we’re not doing this or I’m leaving and Samuel told me well then just leave I lost it at his mother. I told her she was toxic, controlling manipulative and only used her son in front of the cruise and everything. She desperately tried to talk to the camera and try to tell them I was crazy but I but I told her don’t try to go for them for help I’m talking to you. She told me I had attitude I was like yes I do have attitude. This is 🦄Emily🦄 this is me. This is me not controlling myself for your son after I went up, one side down the other, it was night time now and we were sleeping in the house that she was renovating without a roof both sleeping there me, Sam, Sam, 🐔Mom🐔, and 🦉Dad🦉 after the aftermath Sam’s mom came upstairs with a sappy note and a playlist of songs that made her son think of her I tried to see what bullshit she was trying to tell her son and then doing so it activated the playlist. She heard it and came upstairs thinking that her son was listening to the playlist trying to plead her case that I was the problem and that she was just trying to help, Sam woke up and I lost it again. I told her you were not trying to help you’re doing this for your own gain to show how good you are and you’ve been nothing but moving us around and using your son for your own glorification and I’m done with it, I called her a toxic and she walked away. I went to close the door to apologize to Samuel he stopped me from closing the door. I just wanted privacy to tell him I’m sorry he said no I told him sorry and that I’d see myself out out of his life and he agreed and he took his mom side.
