24 Oct 2024
Dream
I had a dream last night that I'd woken up and I think I was staying at a hotel or something and it was my birthday and I woke up and I checked my phone and I didn't have a message from Paul. No message at all. And he sends me a text every day to say good morning normally and I had no text from him. No text saying happy birthday or anything else. So I got up and I went to go to the toilet and I think I saw him on the way to the toilet and I was like oh good morning and he was like alright and I was like yeah and he kind of went off into a different room and I just thought ok. He hasn't even said happy birthday to me properly. So I went off to find the toilet and I think there was a big queue of people or something and I can't remember if I actually went to the toilet or not but I came out and I was looking at my phone and he still had not text me and nobody had messaged me and I was like what the hell's going on and I went into the room he was staying in and I said to him I said you haven't wished me happy birthday and he went oh and I said nobody's wished me happy birthday at all. Nobody, nobody's said anything and he was like oh ok and I was just like what's going on and he hadn't got me any birthday presents and I was just really surprised like why haven't I got any presents? Then I was on a bus and I was sat on the bus and I was thinking, this is ridiculous, and I had a look on my phone at what I think was, I don't know, I think it was LinkedIn, and people had written happy birthday, but it was like my ex that wrote it first, and then people like really, really old friends that I wouldn't expect to write on there, and I was just thinking, wow, all these people are doing it, and I've not got anything from Paul, nothing from my family, and I was just sat on the bus thinking, this is rubbish.