6 Jun 2024
Dream
Okay, so I had this dream a while ago, and it may take me some time to talk about it and remember, but it does still stand out, the important details does still stand out. It's one of those dreams I can't really forget. What I remember was this kind of barn house setting. It was strange because the walls inside the barn is like staircases with floors, but it's not an entire floor, it's just like a little bit where you can walk on that spirals inside the barn, or something like that, and it goes all the way to the top, wooden, and sometimes there's a few beds and stuff like that, like what you would need in a normal house. Anyway, I dreamt that it was me and my dad and my three brothers, we were all there, and I think we were living there, I don't know, but the dream kept getting weirder. There was a, I could feel the uncertainty and wrongness in the air. My dream self could feel that something is not right here, and the way that my father talked to us, and especially my brothers, it was, it wasn't nice, and it was, he was missing my mom, my mom wasn't there, but I remember he was missing my mom, and he kind of took it out on us, but especially my brothers, I took the brunt of his force when he wanted to talk bad to my brothers, or hurt them, so I would step up and challenge him, and sometimes I would get hurt. Anyway, it sounds bad, but it wasn't on a really bad level, I just want to clarify that. So, each of us slept on a different bed in the barn, on a different level, and what happened was, oh, I almost forgot, there was like a TV on the floor of the barn, with a chair where my dad would sit and sleep at, that was his area, and the dream kind of changed to a feeling that we wanted to make a plan to escape or expose the mistreatment that my dad is exposing us to. So, okay, this is going to get very personal now. My oldest brother knew that my dad sometimes watched them as they were sleeping, but we all had to sleep naked, it was kind of, I don't know if it was a rule, but in my dream it was like that. So, my brother started touching himself, and my dad pretended that he was asleep in front of the television, but he watched my brother, he knew, my brother knew he was watching, and as my brother touched himself, my dad also started touching himself, and one of my other brothers recorded it on a phone or something, I can't remember, so that's how we gathered evidence, and yeah, that's what I remember. I remember once we got the evidence, we felt so relieved because it was all that we needed to escape, but it was interesting, the barn door was never closed, we could have walked out at any time and we weren't tied up or anything, we could have walked out, but we didn't. It's like we wanted to have this evidence to finally escape, to expose my dad for what he is. So, yeah, that was the dream.
