Dream Meanings

15 May 2024

Dream

I have, tonight I have had a really weird dream. A really, really chaotic dream. I have been woken up several times by my son, but every time I went back to bed to sleep, somehow I returned to the same dream, which scares me a bit. So the dream is about me, my husband, and all these people that he has influenced through being in love with cars. And it evolves around him, I think, but I'm not too sure because at one point we're driving around in the car. I'm a driver. My husband is on the passenger seat and we're driving around finding the others. And then when we find them, I try to find a place to park but I can't park because the brakes don't work. and then the next second I'm in a big like storage hall with table set up with kind of a breakfast vibe and my husband's not here. Here I am with again this group of friends we have met through cars and then something I think it's so random there is a group of people I don't know it's a mom and a lot of kids and she's she's packing for something but I'm not sure what So we're in this large storage hall that I don't know what she's packing for but there is all these tables put on with with breakfast items coffee and bread and everything but it's not like anybody's talking to me it's like I'm just sitting there observing but I am there physically because there is an episode where a little boy wants to be nice to his mother goes up takes a hot coffee pot goes down and pour coffee into her cup and then the mother which is not sitting there sees it and said oh honey you know that's hot you can't be touching that and then he puts down the coffee pot but then a younger boy grabs it and wants to put it to his face to heat himself up and the mother says oh no please someone take that from him before he burns himself and I get up get the coffee pot and takes it to my table and put it on the table but nothing is being said I'm not telling the boy why I'm taking it I'm not being thanked or anything and then that part ends I don't know what it has to tell me but this story's part is ending there with the coffee pot I'm then sweeped it back to the group of friends and the cars. Again it seems like I'm observing them because I'm not interacting with any of them. But I can hear everything they're going talking about and they're having fun, they're playing a little bit of ball on the street, someone talking about cars, walking in the cars. I just noticed that I'm observing it and my husband is not there either. So I wonder where we are physically when this feels like I'm not just there spiritually. But then I just see me driving around the blocks to find a parking spot. I can't park many places because my brakes apparently don't work. But I finally find a parking space and then I'm taken into a hospital room. My husband is laying on this hospital bed. He's clearly, he's clearly dead. His eyes are closed, his hands are folding, folded over his chest, and he's not saying anything, but this time I'm saying something. I'm standing right beside the bed with my hand on his hand, and one on his cheek, and I ask him what is going to happen to me. Why does this happen to me? Like I would expect an answer from a dead man, but I don't give, I'm not giving any answers, so I don't know if I was hoping for an answer from my husband in that moment, or if I was hoping for something bigger to give me the answer to what was going to happen to me, and then I'm just brutally waking up from a dream where I'm crying and being distraught about where am I.

15 May 2024

Dream

There were certain people who are ice people and some are fire people and a couple people who have both and they could travel through their color portal (blue for ice, and red for fire). I could travel through these portals too and felt very proud of it

15 May 2024

Dream

There were anteater people and robots with brains on top. During their meetings with each other an anteater human was licking the brain of a robot person. The anteater man hated how it tasted and wanted to stop but he felt like he couldn't stop because the robot liked how it felt so much

15 May 2024

Dream

I had a dream when I was younger that I was in a hotel being chased by a person in a killer whale mascot costume. I was having to jump over cardboard waves and walls to get away from this killer whale that was chasing me. The mascot for my swim team in real life was a killer whale.

14 May 2024

Dream

my ex’s new gf texted me and told me to come fight her

14 May 2024

Dream

Am at what looks like a hybrid of my grandma’s house, the dingy apartment my late mother and younger lived in when I was in Hakone from around the 9th grade or so, and another house I lived in until I was around the 8th(I lived in Tokyo so I’d visit them every now and then) Am hiding away from my father, my mother offers me a room to stay in until it’s over The room is identical to my room in the second house we had in Hakone but rarely felt “home” in due to the fact that 1. I couldn’t keep my locks on, 2. Most of the time my father would use it whenever he’d come and visit and 3. Even when he’s away to Tokyo for work my mother would have me sleep with her and my brother in the same room because “they are my family” and “families spend time together” and “I have my own space to be alone in back at Tokyo anyway(I didn’t; I basically slept in the same room as my father there, had no privacy unless I got back from school earlier and he was back from work late, and even that was rare because after COVID he’d have a stay-at-home job) At where the cloth-hanger was in the Hakone apartment I see a vision of some sort of a saint or a bodhisattva After that my grandmother(the mother’s side’s) comes in and sorts the clutter in the room out and such My mother is also in the room, offering prayers to the ancestors by the Buddhist altar A small artwork done by a child is being hung on the wall right beside the space in the wall, along with a portrait of a bodhisattva statue Mother says that ever since I was little, monks would remark that I’m being protected by the Acalanatha, and teachers say that I’m blessed by Manjusri themselves And then a thought about Princess Suseri and Princess Toyotama two of the Shinto deities a guardian deity identification has brought my attention to as potential matrons, comes to mind I wake up

14 May 2024

Dream

It was me and my ex having foreplay and it was good

14 May 2024

Dream

It was me and my ex having foreplay and it was good

14 May 2024

Dream

it was a really weird and intense dream. it was about playing soccer in a big group, but only a few people had faces. there were a few from work, my brother, my boyfriend and my mother. it was a very strange game because i was there, but somehow i wasn't. i felt very excluded, but i also felt a sense of dissociation. i don't know why

14 May 2024

Dream

I saw a shadowy man in my bedroom

14 May 2024

Dream

I am holding a red rose .. want to give it to someone