28 Jun 2024
Dream
Dreamed I lived in som kind of monastery. My brothers lived there with me. At that time in the dream I was young. I fell in love with a young man, got pregnant, and had his child, but he was just visiting. The monastery was lead by a bunch of extremely religious women, and after I had the child they took her away from me. Then, years later, after I had married a man and had another child I was raising, there was a stormy night. I saw a child out in the rain on a different bank the monestary was on. I swam through a river to get to her and found her huddled on the ground in the rain. I told her it would be alright and that I'd take care of her. I brought her to the monastary, and told the women that she was my daughter. They said her name, but then said "No, that's a different woman's child. But it also looks like she's died. We will take the child." Then they said something about someone saying blasphemous things about me, and to find who it was. Somehow I knew it was the first daughter they took from me. I asked her if she was saying blasphemous things and she went off on me saying "You should have known I would be like this. I grew up without a mother or a father. This is your fault." I told her that I was her mother and that the ladies from the monastery had taken her away from me. I hinted very loudly towards a camera in the room and asked her if she had any other blasphemous thoughts. She did, but no one came to talk to her or to stop her. I woke up.
