Dream Meanings – page 462

12 Jul 2024

Dream

For some reason I had two therapist the one I have in my waking life and another one that was an unfamiliar white man. I went to this outdoor event with a band playing music and my white male therapist was there. We ended up chatting and he was saying something to me and I couldn't make out what he said. He thought I was listening to him but really I didn't hear what he said. He got upset with me for not listening but I explained to him I couldn't hear him over the band. He was pretty defensive but we moved on. Later on I met a new unfamiliar female friend at the event. We chatted and the same thing happened and I couldn't hear something she was saying and she asked me do I need to repeat something to me three times and she mockingly told me something three times and I told her don't do that. I couldn't hear her over the band. Later on we were hanging out and I was telling her about how I’ve experienced losing two friends in my lifetime. The one who broke our friendship a few years ago and another friend I was close to back in college that I distanced myself from her after several instances of her crossing my boundaries. The friend I broke up with I reconnected with her soon after I moved to NC. She apologized for her actions towards the end of our college career and soon after but our friendship never quite became close again. Nor did I ever wanted it to. And now we just follow each other on social media and that's it. When I started to tell her about the friend that broke up with me I decided to pull up our last text message exchange ad share it with her. I pulled something up and started reading it but it wasn't the text from the old friend I quickly realized it was a text message from my white male therapist. Accusing me of lying about not listening and that I lied to him that it was the band. He shared a long paragraph indicating other negative untruthful things about me and that he no longer wanted to be my therapist. But I also felt like the therapist was acting pretty unethical because I had this feeling he romantically liked me. Anywho, after reading it I was really hurt. I was hesitant to share the text with my new unfamiliar friend because he accused me of not listening just like she did earlier but I gave her heads up of that and told her anyways. Later on I met with my black female therapist who is actual my therapist in my waking life. Told her everything that happened with the other therapist and she was very empathetic with me and felt sorry that I experienced that from a fellow therapist. I felt seen and heard like I usually do with my therapist. Later on I went to a party and I saw my therapist there. We chatted and quickly became actual friends. I was dating this guy and it was early on in our dating life and after several interactions he became pretty pushy. There was a moment I told him I really liked him and he told me he loved me. Which I thought was weird cause it was very early on. And he flirtingly insisted I tell him I love him back which I didn't want to but I did cause I didn't want to make me feel bad. I felt love-bombed and I got a feeling that I was starting a new abusive cycle similar to the one I had with my abusive ex in my waking life at the beginning of our relationship but it just looked differently. Later on my therapist was realizing how pushy my date was being to me and she decided to stand up for me and tell him to back off and stop treating me that way. She later on told me this isn't something I wouldn't do as a therapist but since we're friends now I can do that. We hugged and I felt bitter sweet. Because I was happy to have her as friend but I also knew that meant she had to terminate our therapist-and-client relationship because it would be unethical for us to still be connected this way. I was worried about finding a new therapist because she was the first therapist in my waking life I really felt fully connected to and I've made significant progress with. All my other therapist weren't the right fit. Later on in the dream, I was hanging out with a bunch of people seemingly friends but my estranged brother was also there. We were playing different outdoor games like football and soccer. I helped kick off the games and get everyone excisted to play we would start playing and then when my brother decided to leave to do something else people would stop and start following him. In the last game we started to play soccer and he went inside to do something else and folks just started playing. And I asked why folks were folks were leaving and not interested in playing anymore and it was basically because my brother left. I hated that. It was like folks followed up and didn't think for themselves. It kind of remind me in our waking life before I stopped speaking to my brother he was a devout Christian and a pastor. Very gifted preacher and at some point became a youth pastor at a church in Randolph, MA. After a few years he wasn't seeing eye to eye with the main pastor there and decided to leave, a lot of folks left the church as well. He attempted to start his own church and that kind of dwindled down but he still had devout followers one of which was one of his youth members at the old church and they started dating. She was 15 when they met and he was 27. They didn't have a relationship beyond pastor and member until she became of legal age soon after she went to college and they started to like each other more than friends. A few years ago he converted into a Black Hebrew Isrealite. We started to become more distant soon after I went off to college and he became a youth pastor but I decided to stop speaking with him altogether soon after he became a Black Hebrew Isrealite. He was more unbearable, condescending and patronizing. It was miserable to speak and relate to him. Now we're completely estranged and he married that young woman he basically groomed. The dream ended with everyone not playing soccer anymore and i had this feeling of annoyance against my brother again and I once again kept my distance from him.

12 Jul 2024

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I am at the summer camp and counseling these kids about the ocean and then we are in the ocean and I am showing the kids about the coral and different sea life. The water heater is very clear and is giving tropical. cate seegars my friend is also a counselor there. As were swimming around, we are looking at these crabs showing that they have a symbiotic relationship with the sea anemones who are always commonly thought of to have symbiotic relationships with seagulls. There is one of these crabs that has a clamshell stuck to it a very small one pretty small crab as well, about the size of my foot. once we are done swimming, my dad mentioned that we just got another paddle board Making there be enough paddle boards for both Cate and her to go paddle boarding at this camp. We are on break at the moment. Then as dad goes over to get the paddleboard, I feel a stinging sensation on my right leg open all up and down. we then shine a special light on it and see all of the places jellyfish stung me, but we cannot see yet. It glows a pale yellowish white as when the skin when held down for long enough loses all the blood marks and then looking around we see and then these sea anemones are glowing as well which we did not know they did before either. Then I look over to my luggage and there is sand and seashells in it and the same crab with the clamshell on it is climbing into it and I say, “it is there ocean not ours, and we are just now figuring out where we belong in the ecosystem and pecking order.”

12 Jul 2024

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Me being hit by a car and flying over 2 parallel walls and before hitting the ground I asked god for help and I slowly fell to the ground I saw this guy and he was someone I liked and he left one day and didn’t say anything and then there was a fight on a bridge and people were pushed and we kidnapped a girl

12 Jul 2024

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I was driving my car home with my father in the right passenger seat mumbling about something. He sees a person in a blue polo shirt and long white pants dragging a sign. My dad was saying that he hates realtors or something political of some sort. I made the right turn into our street as I see more of the same type of people in front of our neighbors home. They saw our car as we were pulling up the driveway and started making their way towards us. We started walking into the garage. That's when I noticed my mom was heading out to the front yard with a broom and I could hear my mom say no we are not interested, thank you. I heard one of the blue shirts talking back in like a rude fashion but with a happy faceq. I head into the house and closed the front door. After closing the front door, I turned around and see a brand new closet on the left where our bathroom used to be. It smelt new and it had brand new hangers inside of it. I thought, wow this is so convenient and decided to grab some of my clothes to put in. Immediately after, I hear this barking. I knew it wasn't my dogs because they dislike going outside. I opened the front door, head into the garage, and I see this small pug outside. It was shivering and sad. As I was getting close to it, I saw money starting to fall to the ground from a gray pants. I tried my very best to grab all the money before it started to fly away. That's when I noticed a twenty dollar bill caught wind and started to fly away. I chased after it. As I was chasing the twenty dollar bill, I thought I saw a clip of money on the ground and started to investigate it. Found out it was only trash. I immediately disregard the trash and contined to chase after the twenty dollar bill. Unfortunately, a bird grabbed the money before I could and flew over the fence into a bush. I was like oh well at least I got some money. I turned around and head back home. As I was walking back, I noticed this guy and son looking outside my neighbors house on the right side of my house. I didn't think much of it and tried to head inside my house. That's when the weird guy who looked like he was on Crack started approaching me asking if I saw his gray pants. I tried standing my ground saying that I seen no such thing. He started to laugh and then said, if you see it, tell me. I refused to touch him in any sort. He turned around and started talking to himself that he needed to find the money before the big man came along. I see this Christmas float parade enter my cul-de-sac and i asked the weird guy, is it that guy?. The Crack man was going absolutely crazy and the big man started talking with him while sitting on the float. I headed into my house and closed the door. I looked out the window and see what was going on outside. It was like a big Christmas party happening with one of the neighbors.

12 Jul 2024

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A guy that I have had a crush on and loved for almost 30 years and I were hanging out. Next thing I know, I’m fighting this girl who is interested in him and pulling out her hair.

12 Jul 2024

Dream

I just had a dream where my mom called me while i was at my boyfriends house and she was all mad so I thought i was about to be grounded but when she got there she wasn’t as mad but as i was trying to get ready i was packing all my things and being all clumsy cus i was nervous i remember the house looking nothing at all like my boyfriend collins and the driveway looked just like the driveway at my house, the house had a whole upstairs which my boyfriend doesn’t even have an upstairs. There was a stick behind a chair close to a door window thing that i pit a hat on or something and it knocked over, while i was there, there was a guy who looked liked collins dad but i couldn’t exactly tell who and i didn’t even know who it was, i knocked the stick over and he saw and said he will take care of it. After that my mom showed up and i was all ready and she gave me a purple lost mary that looked like the blue one I usually got. After that collins mom let me hit her vape and it was also an ear bud charging thing so I couldn’t figure it out but it was purple with some blue accents and buttons. After that i woke up

12 Jul 2024

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I had a dream that me and my ex worked things out for it to end even more worse then it did before but this time it went to far..we was at a friend's house and things got heated he got mad at me for sum then chased me out the house punched me in the face and told me to shut up calling me all kinds of names..I didn't listen and it got worse he then reached into his pocket n stabbed me in the stomach leaving me there for dead never once did he look back just ran away... What does this mean??? I love this man but I can't see myself continuing to be his puppet every time he gets mad like this.. 🚫🚫🚫🚫🚫🚫🚫🚫🚫🚫🚫🚫

12 Jul 2024

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Dreamt my daughter was leaving for campus the morning after and I suddenly remembered I hadn’t washed any of her clothes. Our cleaning lady was there and said she could help me out and I gladly took her up on her offer since I felt very stressed out. We loaded the washing machine with the clothes and I went into the kitchen to get us something to drink and looked at the clock in the wall and hours had already passed by! I ran into the laundry room that now was outside for some reason and it was packed with hanging drying clothes and towels and sheets - more or less everything except my daughters clothes. I panicked and started running around trying to find the clothes and suddenly there’s also a strong wind tearing the clean laundry away, making them float in the air and away from me. I reach out and find myself half anting off the building and we’re really high up. All the clothes I need and some sheets and towels are right at the edge of a ledge, if I lean over and out I could probably get them. My phone starts ringing and I answer it even though my grip on the wall is slipping and I’m risking falling over. It’s my daughter and she’s really stressed out, almost yelling at me, wondering where I am! She’s at the airport about to board the plane and she doesn’t have her suitcase or her things. I tell her I almost got it, just wait five minutes and I’ll get it to her. At that moment the wind picks up and I drop the phone over the ledge seeing it falling towards the bottom and I feel my grip loosening and then I wake up.

12 Jul 2024

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Shelter survival We entered a house and fixed some broken parts of the house, we also opened the windows of the abandoned house that we fixed, I don't know why the people in my dream constantly change to other people. Multiple tall brown creature with a siren head stand in front of my house, it is quiet and it walks slowly around, but then a tiny skinwalker walking on four legs came near my house, and it started at me, it noticed me and started running towards us, we try to hide and think that it is alright, but we forgot the fact that we opened our windows before, so then it entered through our window and killed us.

12 Jul 2024

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Last night I dreamt that I was watching an artist making a model out of foam. I was transfixed.

12 Jul 2024

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I was at a bar. The bartender was in the middle and the chairs were arranged in a circle around him. I was dressed very cute in a black flowy top with spaghetti straps and pink flowers on it. I felt cute. I was drinking a pink cocktail and over the rim of the cocktail as i took a sip, i made eye contact with my ex boyfriend across the room. He kind of glared at me