17 Jan 2025
Dream
Wonderful dreams last night. Other dreams was trying to figure out what to do in retirement. Do another residency comma become a lawyer to another president another four years hard work becoming a lawyer was a great idea because I was having trouble. It’s been great and I would have trouble remembering. In reality yesterday, I had a short conversation with a guy who works at the golf course and I know. Just asking usual how’s it going and I responded honest that my wife had brain trouble. And then she told me about his wife, who has had two brain surgeries and now has all kinds of issues. He was stay with his one wife that’s what you do, he said. And then he asked how long he been married and when I sent out that this year, it would be 16 years actually dawned on me that this was the reality.
OK so back to the dream. So I’m trying to figure out what to do and go to work house and I need different people and women but I unsatisfied then somehow I am a part of city that has a great museum and I’ve been here before and I always get lost. I walk trying to find my way back and I walk-through streets along street to me Winery that I know the streets are wrong and I know I have to go back way and I do go back and I’m sitting a little coffee shop in this big hotel and someone comes and calls my name And says that I have a room reserved. I didn’t call for a room. But it turns out that my wife, with whom I had realized that I couldn’t just become a therapist, and I didn’t need to become another doctor or order and we had enough money Not to rely on any work income. My wife was unhappy that I hadn’t been given sufficient detention. And was threatening thinking about divorce, which would us for me in financial Jeopardy fights. We have the money to retire, but she had now booked us a room. The future is working very bright. I had so The problem what to do with retirement. I didn’t have to work. Didn’t have to go through Senior medical school or law school when I really wasn’t up to it anymore. And I realized we had truly been married 16 years and I was truly 80 years old. I didn’t have the same That I had when I was younger, but was with that I knew now exit routes in this great big hotel that also has wonderful art and wonderful city benefits, and especially it was worn outside like Santa Barbara so the great difficulties seem to be resolving and I felt weight off my shoulders and felt very happy
