13 Aug 2024
Dream
basically I, it was super weird. It started up, s off super realistic, like also in the visualization. Um, I had to go to therapy. Family therapy is to be, be specific, but like only for me, but like for a therapist specifically working in family issues and stuff, family relationships I guess. And I go there. And the place where the therapist is at is like also a ving house. Like the main ground is like where you vote for your local ministry and stuff. And then downstairs are a bunch of small businesses, including his, like therapy room.
And this is basically like ebay therapy, like, you know, you find like a therapeutic ad in the paper. This is what I imagine it to be. And this, this guy, he's been cute, he's really hot. We start talking and stuff. I'm like, I don't think therapy's gonna work for me. Like I've tried it before, it ain't gonna work. And then we make out at some point I don't understand, I don't remember why it was so weird. And he was like, we can't do this. And then suddenly my skin starts, it turns really abstract, my skin starts spraying. like if I'm a knitted, like my skin is knit or crochet and it starts like splitting apart. I don't remember what's the word for it. Um, and I'm like what the fuck is going on? He's like
you've been, uh, you've been in this facade for far too long, need to let go of your yard and skin. I show your true self and I'm like, what the, you'll read. I'm not let it go of my skin. I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be me in. uh, and then we discussed that for a while. Like four other people show up, two of them trying to be like, yeah, you should keep this facade, You look great now, don't, don't, don't take off the yarn. And the two others be like, no, you need to let it go, you need to let the yarn go.
And then finally I let it go. and I'm beautiful.
I'm like a butterfly or something. I don't know, I don't look to any different actually. And then he starts talking about this letter that I forgot to mention, but the letter, he talks about a letter in the beginning, when I meet him, he starts talking about it again, about how it's from a person who showed him how to be his true self. I don't know, it's so weird.