15 Dec 2023
Dream
Long-involved dream. I I was in Telluride Colorado at some sort of conference or camp. I was not my current age but not quite sure what my age was maybe in my 20s there were lots of people there I was making lots of friends and lots of people were forming couples there were a few cute guys that I wanted to talk to there is one guy who is an actor I know in real life he’s much younger than me, but in the stream we are about the same age so when I first saw him he was really flirting with this other blonde girl, but then she had to leave for some reasonso we started flirting. I felt kind of giddy like young love. There were lots of parts to the dream. We were staying in a big cabin type lodge house fig and it was owned by the family of one of the participants. There were times where we were cleaning up because it seemed like all the people were getting the house really messy, leaving food and wrappers and all kinds of things all over the place. There was one night that this actor and I were kissing, and that was really fun. But the next day, he seemed kind of distanced, and I didn't know why. But, I finally got the nerve to go over and talk to him and it seemed like everything was fine and we were kissing again. There were lots of different camp type things that happened. And then at some point, this actor and I decided to go to bed in my room. We had a really nice experience but I knew the camp was ending and we had to leave later the next day. At one point, I was talking with the fellow whose family owned the house, and he was saying it was pretty cool that the actor and I got together. He said the actor really liked this other girl early in the trip, but once she left, he was with me. At another point, the actor and I were saying goodbye, and apparently I was on my way to college in the Midwest. So I asked him if he ever wrote letters and would write to me. And he said he didn't like to write, but he could try. I said email would also be fine, but at some point realized I didn't have any of his contact information. I was on a bus departing the camp and was looking out and watching the actor fade away. I wanted him to look up and wave at me or something but he didn't. He was talking to others and just went out of sight and I felt pretty sad because I didn't think we'd be in touch again. Then the dream shifted and instead of being on the bus I was with two of my friends and we were going to drive down the mountain together but first we had to clean up the house and I also had to pack because I was the last one to pack and all my stuff was in a big mess and I had a hard time getting it into the different bags I had brought. Then there were negotiations with my friends about when we should leave and where we should go and who could get dropped off first and one friend wanted to leave right then and another friend wanted to wait until the evening.
